I don't know what it's like to feel happy...
I don't know what it's like to feel sad...
I don't know what it's like to feel safe...
I don't know what it's like to feel pain...
I don't know what it's like to feel fear
I don't know what it's like to feel welcomed...
I feel numb
That's all I feel...
Am I still alive?
I see blood, but I don't feel a thing...
I don't like it
To feel nothing at all...
Is to be dead
I need to feel...
Pain is better than this
I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
It's unbearable
I can't stand it
Why is this happening to me?
I need to escape
I need to feel something
Anything at all...
To take away this numb feeling
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I'm sorry...
Poetrythis is my life.. it's not perfect... I'm sorry... I'm sorry to everyone. I can only hope that u can forgive me... for not being perfect.. but I know that that will never happen. I'm such a mistake. it doesn't even matter anymore. nobody would eve...