dear friends and family,
as much as you may physically exist in my life, you are not emotionally there for me when or how i need you to be. so this is me taking my life in my own hands. the way i always should have but didn't have the courage to. i'm making my own decisions. with or without support. because my life is not being lived by anyone other than me. so how is it that anyone else would be able to tell me what i do or don't need. no one knows better than me. i will no longer convince you. i will no longer chase him. i will no longer entertain her. i will exist as i am. i will work on what i need. maybe then i will find what is right for me and everything else will just be a memory.
YOU ARE READING
a fragile state of mind
Poetrypoems and excerpts written during a fight against my mind in an unknown but exhaustive amount of time
