a fragile state of mind

sustainable

i want something sustainable
i want something healthy
i want a connection that lasts
i want something that's slow

i want someone to grow with me
i want someone to treat me like a queen
i want someone who is already their own king
or on their way to be

i want to be with a cheerleader
they'll be my cheerleader
and my partner
and somehow it's safe
and we're two separate individuals
that found one same connection
and i feel safe. and i feel love. and i feel peace.
and it's been a wonderful life, truly
i've experienced so many things
but i have to choose to focus on the good
it's just that one day
i realized the clouds were heavy in my head
and it was rare to see clear skies

i can start now though
i can go ever forward
excelsior
onward, upward
at least in a state of mind
if not in the immediate steps
of my present daily life

i want someone who wants to be with me
someone who wants to know my soul
that's when i'll know,
and there'll be this energy
that it will be a continuous journey
of support and growth.
i'm manifesting i'll know