Juicy X reader (Fem) + smut

~Mind~

Hello luvs <3
trigger warning(TW)
This Chapter contains:
drug abuse,alcohol abuse,injury detail,hospital truama,childhood,bullying,

Im sorry if this triggers or upsets anyone out there.
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Gaege left go of her hand and slipped away.

Y/n's mind
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Y/n was stuck in her mind.Her brain working overtime.memories Flashing Infront of her.From
Her childhood.Playing outside in the rain .Without a jacket on .allowing the cold Tears from the clouds Hit every bit of her.It was joyful.She's always Loved the rain .It's so beautiful.So ever since then .Leaving the House everytime the sky Gets a tint of grey.It was her happy place.

Grandparents
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One of the highlights of her childhood was her grandparents.going up to their House with her Mother .mother Looking after Her grandad in bed .Permanently for his remaining years .wasn't always like that.he really was a treasure so was nana(Granny / grandmother).Nana use to always take y/n to places weekly and Gave her many gifts.But soon after Grandad passed ,Nana was never the same.Years down the line ,she slowly got worse but y/n just remembered the way she was .An amazing women .with brilliant dress sense.Always making jokes and Grandad a tall gentleman.Funny .Great person .Y/n will always remember them the way they were.Perfect.

Childhood friends
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She had many friends growing up but just a selected amount of people use to bully her.Constant name calling and throwing stuff at her.Y/n's Friends stood up for y/n.Insulting the bullies back.After time Y/n did Collect Many more friends and Still the same Hateful people stayed.Y/n Decided to not put up with it any longer .She dealt with the problem.They stopped and just Attempted to suck Up.

Childhood friends usually stick with you .always in your mind and heart.There is a lot of chunks missing out of Childhoods.Like we were born at 8  years old then just went from there.

Injuries
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1)
The one time trying to impress a person you like and just made a fool of yourself .Making a handcrafted Card ,full of glitter and distorted Writing.Then the cards got delivered around the glass.Being bold she wrote her name In Rainbow .Showing how proud she was.When the boy got it .He laughed and Showed it to his friends.This was at-least 9 years old.Y/n felt awful so after that accident,she never confessed any sort of emotion to anything .That beautiful smoked grey eyed Boy ,destroyed a Young girls Heart like that.After time she obviously got over it ,thinking it was ridiculous.

2)
falling over at a play park and Leaving a dent in your skin.A big cut .a gaze.letting out a Terrible screech .saying your mother or father dash towards you .Picking you up and Kissing your head.Telling you everything is okay .Now leaving to go home and Put a plaster Over it .Protection .The screaming stops.She was fine again.Y/n has always been clumsy ,yes from being a child that is understandable but When she got older .Bruising or getting hooked on something at least 5 times a day.

Writer
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All of these faint memories Passing through .different colours representing different emotions.Red/pink showing an argument with your parents .Your father has drank too much.Someone telling rumours behind your back.The red/pink was anger moments

Green was delightful and happy Times.Seeing your whole family get along on Christmas Day.going on holiday.Getting gifts

Orange was uncomfortable.You wanted to forget those times when men and women Kept staring at you because people are noisy.Times when you had to sit next to someone You dislike or they disliked you for some strange reason.The time when you decided to Join singing lessons with class mates but got cornered when You had to sing in front of everyone.

Blue was depression.Finding out a pet has passed or a family member.When your frustrated with yourself from the stuff you did a few years back,you regret taking Cocaine that one time. Hospitalised for a week ,your poor mother and father didn't know what to do.Permanently damaging your nose.The time crying over A film when your favourite character died.Letting go of someone You wanted to be with ,thinking it was for the best.

These emotions and more were just appearing in y/n's mind.Flashing Of places and peoples faces.Then it all stopped.

Y/n's Mind went black then suddenly water was touching her Feet.standing on it .Not drowning Just Floated.Just like standing on a path way.A room Appeared as soon as she blinked .It was her childhood room .Posters Scattered .A ukulele Shoved under her bed.a draw that hasn't be shut properly ,revealing Headphones,books and crisps .her drawings On the floor and Toys thrown around .Y/n walked into her old room.Feeling a wave of nostalgia.Seeing a what I would say person tucked up in bed .Covers covering their face .They liked the warmth.

Y/n pulled back the cover slowly.scared to see .Swallowing dryness in her throat.Like she was Thirsty.It was her.when she was 6.

She woke up ,Her younger self and stared at y/n.The girl Slowly lifted her hand and placed it on her cheek.A ray Of red appeared on her face due to fright.The girl Closed her eyes

Y/n 6(6 year old y/n) -"It's okay .You can Leave now .He's waiting" she said to her older self.

It all went white

The room disappeared.

Y/n fluttered her eyes awake .looking around the hospital room.It felt of lavenders.She rubbed her eyes and Attempted to prop herself up.

She was in a coma for just over a week .It was currently 6:47 pm .She Pulled this string from
The side of her .It's signalling to The nurses to come quickly .

A nurse arrived and huffed

Nurse 1
Y/n

Nurse 1 -"Glad your awake .We have been taking care of you"The nurse said happily ,walking over to y/n to give her the medication that she now requires.

Y/n-"How long have I been out for"Y/n said with her dry voice

Nurse 1-"8 Days"

Y/n-"Can you phone Gaege or See where my phone is"Y/n asked politely.

Nurse 1-"Your phone is in your things when you came in with but I think it's dead.that Man will be coming in soon .He arrives at 7?"

Y/n-"which man?"

Nurse 1-"I think he said his name was Ash"

Y/n turned went white washed with fright

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To be continued....

I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and I just wanna say thank you all for the support I have been continuously getting over my books .Thank you.i couldn't thank you guys enough .

Apologies for any miss spelling

I will start adding bits for chapter 21 now ,no idea when it will be released but eventually

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~cloudy☁️