regret

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tw: sexual assault

there are times where i do nothing but sit and regret.
replaying every conversation i've had with you.
so many disgusting things i've never noticed.
the way you smiled at me,
like you have been planning this.
the way you stared,
like you already knew what was going to happen.
you had it all mapped out.
you seen the terror in my eyes before the night started.
you knew what this would do to me,
you knew you wouldn't get caught.
i regret trusting you.
i regret loving you.
i regret letting you control my life like this.
i regret everything about you.

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