i just wish i wasn't a joke to you

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i like you so much
but i can't tell you anything.
i can't cry to you because i know
you're uninterested in what i have to say.
i can't laugh with you because
you don't find the same things funny.
i can't start conversations because
i know you'd rather be talking to her.
i can't be genuine around you because
you never take anything seriously.
i like you so much
i just wish i wasn't a joke to you.

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