PLAYERS

CHAPTER-14

Avu's POV

I stood while watching this miserable mess in the mirror.. It's been years.. Years since I talked about her.. Years since I acknowledged the fact I used to be a little innocent girl who watched her mother burn away to ashes.. Years since I thought of that miserable girl.. Years since I cried.. I don't cry.. I don't since I spent a month trying to get ahold of my emotions..And when I thought i was too far away to feel anything But listening him say those things about her brought an emotion I just wish I never have to feel again

Dad says if you feel that's your strength if you want it to be.. How can it be? How? How can just seeing red and doing whatever the fuck the first thing comes to your mind can be your strength?Someone knocked on the door I heard but I don't want to hear anything anymore.. I have locked the door anyways-the door creaked open-Nevermind, maybe I didn't

And I looked up to see the person I least expected to be there..Vidhyut.. I shook my head at his surprised reaction and smiled sadly.. God, I hate myself so much.. How can I fall apart so easily? Am not THAT weak.. I was so lost in my own thoughts that I didn't even notice that he was beside me just looking at me.. I looked back at him through my blurry vision..

I saw my best friend.. The same concerned-look best friend who held me through my lows.. Who never left my side even though I told him thousand times to because I am insane I do things I never want to, I speak things I would never think of speaking but he understands..

He opened his arms and looked at me.. I smiled at the very known gesture and leaned in for the hug... He didn't ask anything... And am always glad he doesn't but at the same time I hate myself for not filling him up on things, for not telling him what he's getting himself into.. I cried into his arms because I know no matter what happens he will never be the one to judge me.. He will share if he feels I did something wrong but he will never leave my side when I need him the most