Welcome Home, Baby

27

Banyan Tree Ungasan Hotel, 10pm

Taehyung walked towards the veranda when his wife already sleep. Jennie must be exhausted after traveling all day without rest. Then after did a round of lovemaking, he let her fall asleep. He did not have the heart to wake her up to chat with him while his eyes had not yet sleepy. He took his cell phone and turned it on after it fully charged

10 missed calls
4 messages

And it all comes from Joy. It had been two days that he ignores the call and messages from her. Not because he was being in honeymoon but he felt even worse if he responses his ex - girlfriend that somehow would creates a series of disasters that will only make him more troubled

Taehyung scrolled down the screen without any intention to open it one by one. He believed that those messages only contains questions about his existence and why he didn't call her back. Cliché, and he memorized her habit so well. She will not give up until she got what she really wanted. What a stubborn girl

He put his phone on the table then grabbed his second shot of tequila. He sipped it slowly while he was sitting on the lounge chair, facing the dark ocean. He enjoyed the ocean breeze against his face while memories was spinning in his mind. Memory of her figure in the past, when she was still with him. He closed his eyes as he felt like he could hear her voice

"I love you. I love you more than you know" She said with her cheerful voice. He could remember how happy she was at that time when they argued about something stupid. Then her voice of another sequences plays in his mind

"You said it's too sexy? Yah! I told you before that I love doing this job. Being a model is my passion and I will do anything to achieve it, with or without your permission!!" The shadow of her face filled with anger appeared again in his mind. He could remember that night when they had fight. He was commented on her dress that were too short and sexy while she couldn't except it and instead turned to him angrily

He felt enough with it. Being her boyfriend made him feel unstable, like up and down continously

Then the memories of his happy times with Jennie appeared, like comparison. It was so different. Taehyung felt so unsure with his relationship with Joy while in opposite he felt so in peace with Jennie. Didn't with Joy, Jennie gave him purity of love. She could understand him and accept him no matter what he did stupid to her. She never disproved him. She could solve every problem wisely. That's the point that made him loves about Jennie. That's why he finally fell in love with another woman beside Joy. He found something that he couldn't find it in Joy

Jennie has something important that Joy don't

And it obviously made Taehyung chose Jennie to be his wife, to be his whole life

He finally realized that he was afraid of losing her. He felt as if his world stopped when he couldn't find Jennie this afternoon. Maybe it feels like that if he continued his curiosity towards his ex - lover. Maybe he will lose his wife forever, and of course he was not ready, and will never ever be ready to face it

His reverie dispersed when he felt something was stuck covering his body from behind. Blanket. He turned his head and found Jennie was standing behind him, smiling like an angel

"You awake?" He stood up to face her directly. Jennie nodded as she smoothed the blanket to cover his entire body

"I woke up and you weren't there beside me" She grinned "I saw you sit here. I thought you must be cold, so I brought it to you" Taehyung stunned seeing her kindness. Another point plus of his wife. She always there everytime he needed her. And she always care about him

He pulled her into his embrace "Thankyou darling" He whispered to her ear then kissed her hair "Jennie, can I ask you something?" He asked her as he broke his hug

"What?"

"What you ask in your prayers this afternoon?" He rubbed her cheek lovingly. Jennie was hesitate to tell him at first

"Why? You told me that it's a secret"

"I just want to know it"

She cleared her throat "Hmm, I asked for happiness" She smiled

"Let me guess, you asked God to deliver the baby to us?" He lifted his eyebrow as he was in deep thought. Jennie shook her head "Then what is it?"

"I did ask God to send a beautiful baby to us but that's not the priority" She paused before continuing her sentences "I only asked that we both always be happy and stay together no matter what. It's more important than having a baby, Tae" She smiled sincerely and it succeeded to melt his heart

Taehyung hastened to hug his wife, he kissed her forehead so deep as thinking of what he asked for when they were praying at the temple. He asked God to give the answer of his confusion. Between Jennie and Joy. Between his ex - lover and his wife. And he finally found the answer. He felt so relieved to come to Bali with his wife, he finally found the answer of his problem that burden him for couples of weeks