MoRan ~ Ziddi Dil Maane Na

💌 (OS) Dil Ki Baat ~

Heyyy Guys! It's Vera here and I penned down another shot on MoRan, hope ya'll like it! Do let me know how it was! 💜Alsooo, thank-you sooooo much to everyone who viewed, commented and voted on my previous OS, really means a lot! Thank-you! ❤️

Happy New Year! 🎆🎉❤️

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An anxious Karan paced back and forth in his room, holding a little brown diary in his hands and taking deep breaths. "Calm down Karan, calm down!" he kept telling himself but it all went in vain.

Faizi walked into the room and stood by the door for a few seconds, examining his best friend's weird behaviour, Karan and being nervous were two things he'd never thought he'd see. The usual calm and stoic Karan was now fanning himself and seemed jittery.

"Karan!" Faizi said with his arms folded to his chest as he advanced towards the latter, "Kya hua?" he asked.

Karan stopped strolling and paused in his place, "Kya? K-Kya hua hai? Kuch bhi toh nahi hua! I-I'm perfectly fine! T-Tumhe kuch hua hai?" he fumbled.

Faizi chuckled, "Tabhiat toh theek hai tumhari? Special Agent Karan Shergill aaj aise sehema kyun hua hai? Atak atak ke baat karna...tension mein hona, Monami Tsunami ki diye hui notebook ko aise dil se lagah ke rakhna...yeh saab toh ek hi taraf ishara kar raha hai!" he said as he raised his eyebrows.

Karan: A-Agar teri fazool ki baatein khatam hogayi ho toh mess mein chale, yah phir aaj lunch skip karne ka plan hai! Kyunke late hogaye toh Dilbag Ji ne kuch nahi dena! he tried to divert the topic as he quickly hid the diary in his drawer and composed himself.

Faizi put his hand over Karan's shoulder and said, "Aaj nahi, aaj lunch, dinner saab skip kardeinge but aapko samajhai begair nahi jaige! Humari ammi jaan kehti hai, saache aur acche dost apne dost ki mushkilon ko apna samaj ke suljhate hai"

Faizi took a seat on the bed and Karan on the chair opposite him, "Toh bataiye, kis baat ki itni bechani horahi hai Mr. Karan Shergill ko?" he questioned Karan, who seemed hesitant to respond. "Arrey! Baata dijiye, dil halka hojaiga aur kya pata himmat bhi mil jai, he took a quick pause and then said, "usse baatane ki".

Karan averted his gaze and knowing Faizi was right, he began speaking, "Mujhe bohot burah lag raha hai yaar! Jaise meine uss raat Monami se baat ki, mujhe thoda calm rehna chahiye tha aur itna kuch nahi bolna chahiye tha...kitni hurt hui hogi woh...bohot guilty feel kar raha houn.."

Faizi smiled, "Woh Karan jissne aaj tak apni koi bhi baat yah kaam par afsos nahi kiya, woh aaj inn saab ki wajah se itna stressed hai...But yeh sirf guilt nahi hai Karan"

Karan remained mum and Faizi continued, "Jab ankhein band karte ho toh woh nazar aati hai, bhulane ki koshish mein laage rehte ho par phir bhi, ussi ka khayal zehen mein rehta hai. Tum sirf issilye burah feel nahi kar rahe kyunke usski feelings hurt hui, balke iss liye bhi kyunke ussne woh keh diya joh maan ne ki himmat tumse nahi horahi thi!" he paused to see the expression on Karan's face soften, he hoped he'd knocked some sense into him.

Karan: Lekin Faizi-

Faizi cut him off, "Lekin wekin kuch nahi! Tum khud hi baatao Karan...usske bina reh paoge? Cadets ko train karne ke baad hum saab phir apne apne raaste chale jaige...Monami aur tum bhi...woh maan paoge?"

Karan thought of Faizi's words, he was right! Monami would move on, he would loose her, they'd disperse their separate ways after their time in Parakaram SAF came to an end. He would loose the peace and happiness he felt around her, he'd loose the sunshine that'd entered his life and that he couldn't accept.