A Sunflower Surrounded by Roses

Subject Index of "A Sunflower Surrounded By Roses".

Self-love
1) new year new love
2) she had the purest heart anyone.          has seen.
3) comparison
15) No more apologies
16) Supermoon
22) My Own Novel
56) Her Only Lover
57) One Thousand Knots
65) Knowing an escape/ to be enough
104) My Own Star
109) I should be enough for myself
112) And more will come
113) As much as I love the world around me
133) I deserve nothing but all
134) Spread Wings
135) My Own Colors
139) 1 out of 7 billion
160) She won't compare to my wild
164) The difference between being sel
165) Crimson Lips
166) Her Story
173) Insecure
191) Lips that dont let you breathe.
192) Her Own Happy Ending
198) Things I've learned this year

Nature
4) Nature v.s Nurture
17) Be Your Own Flower
19) Lost in Life
23) Galaxy Backdrop
34) Welcome in the Moonlight
40) Bloodroot
60) First and Last Moments
71) What Calm Feels Like
74) Learning to Love
83) People know when they are going to die and I'm scared I won't live a long life.
86) Stars and People have a lot in common
96) Life is always stronger with hope
105) You just have to stop fighting it and yourself.
108) There's beauty in you too
110) A Beauty in the Dark
119) The Goddess Athena
143) Being that accepts all beings.
150) True Balance
172) Revelation

Confidence
6) The Perfect Poem
7) Lioness
8) Shame on You
10) You Define What is Imossible
21) Angel or Demon
24) The Warrior Queen
28) Me v.s the Universe
44) Not on the Surface
68) Beautiful after Death
78) Be Brave and Love Yourself
80) The Dark Part of Myself
84) I'm still figuring out how to balance, but that's ok because I'm still young.
98) In the dark you have to protect yourself
100) Midnight Sun
137) An artist in Pain
138) Her Own Aesthetic
140) Inked Canvas
144) She has a name
145) 2/9
159) Past Worlds
169) Authentic
171) The Meaning of a Poem Depends on You.
177) Things Beyond Sight
179) Find the Woman in the Dark Castle.
180) Find the Woman in the Dark Castle Part. 2.
185) Black and White
188) A Modern Tattooed Princess

Love
9) Realization
12) A Lovely Melody
31) Forgive Me My Love
33) Toxic Roses
35) Honeydew and Guilt
37) Love Him
38) Falling More Each Day
41) Unforceful Love
46) I'll Never Tell
47) Her Beauty is Infinite
49) A Childish Romance
62) Serving a Kiss
63) Make Me Feel Alive
66) The Compass in the Stars
75) Silver Heart Locket
77) Tell me love, will you be the inspiration to my world,
79) Dreams are just different realities.
81) I Want Sunflowers Not Roses
111) Some Desires Aren't Dark At All.
117) A Fooled Kiss
118) Lips
120) Never Stop Falling
121) Because the good always outweighs the bad
152) Daydreamer
154) Lost in Sweet Memories
167) My Nebulous
170) Your Optimism When the World Ends.
176) A Historic Love
182) Soul Bound
183) A Broken Path Next to Yours
193) Soulful Words
197) Hope for the Best and Forget the Worst.

Sadness
11) The Total Wave
14) Trust can be an issue.
42) The Fear of Forgetting You
43) Finding Confidence
50) War With Myself
51) Too Many Secrets
52) Don't look at me when I'm weak
59) Self-hate and Despair
69) Midnight Thoughts
70) Mental
73) Depression
76) 5/31
82) Writers block
85) Am I shallow for the way I think?
88) The world will continue to always give and then take.
89) It's my fault they leave
90) It's my fault they leave Part 2.
91) The chaos is getting worse
92) Untitled 7/28/21
93) Sometimes I think I'm worse than shallow.
94) Her lifes more translucent than you think
97) Some people just aren't
106) What if I am the bad guy?
114) Sleeplessness
116) Words from an insomniac
122) How do you know when to be selfish and selfless?
124) It's hard to breathe when you can't feel air.
125) Dismissed Art and Emotions
131) Please Don't Go
147) This is what it means to feel everything.
148) Burnt Pages
153) Vulnerable
155) The Missing Things
168) A Slave
174) Obsession for Perfect
175) Night Terrors
181) Exaggerating
184) Breathe.
194) The Wall of Sunflowers
195) Dear 3/22/2021

Heartbreak
13) Why do I love this way?
15) An Unofficial Heartbreak
20) Leaving Trust
25) Love and Death have alot in comming.
29) No one loves the storm
30) Please stay
32) The Inevitable
39) Sacrifice
45) Miss Understood
53) A Gorgeous Devil
54) No Where
55) The Lover Left
58) Breaking Wings
67) I'll always stay
72) What the dark voice is telling her
95) When the Princess fell in love with the Villian.
99) People aren't choices, you should never put a girl in that position.
101) Love Ends With Death
102) I want to burn down the world
103) Broken Love Turns into Hate.
107) No Comparison
115) Broken Heart Syndrome
123) Who Else Should I Blame?
126) Holding things back to be selfless
127) Read the Room
128) Emotional Wreck
129) I hope I never fall in love again.
130) Searching for my voice
136) Our Love
142) Blame me for your sins
156) The Love Before the Storm
157) Horologist
158) Killer
161) Old Recovering Friend
162) Every Emotion Painted
168) Importance
178) Heartbreak
186) Talking to the Moon
187) Letting you go
189) She's the villian in his story, and he's the the boy who broke her heart in hers.
190) How She Became the Villian.

Childhood
18) Turning a child's memory
26) The Broken Bedroom
36) Pushed to grow up
48) Dear child I admire you
132) You can't grow without roots
141) Psychology
146) Reality is too much for her fragile mind.
149) These are the stories of my life.