A Sunflower Surrounded by Roses

Its hard to breathe when you cant feel the air.

I think the reason why the only thing my mind thinks of when something is going wrong is to run is because I feel like thats the only way to get the pain to stop, is to get so far from that situation. If I'm feeling any type of negative way, I leave, and even after being gone for only a couple of hours. I feel like I can finally breathe.