Dear Chaeryeong,
Chaeryeongie my beloved you know how i much i love you right? and i know you love me too hehehe anyways dont you know that this is the 5th time i wrote a letter after our fight? well i write this for fun i dont know what to do without you tho....
do you remember that day? the day that i confessed by accidentally spilling out, because i got jealous of that guy who's been with you all the time, i got jealous because all your smile was referring to him and not mine, i got jealous because your canceling our time together because of THAT guy? i was too dumb to be honest but im glad, super glad that you have a same feeling for me but you kinda tease me after that.. and its ok!...
im sorry ryeongie i didnt mean to hurt you, be mad i dont care but please go home with me tonight.. i miss you already, it had been 2 days but i miss so much..
i want to see you infront of my door waiting for me to open it and greet me by the tightest and warmest hug you have, i want to see your pretty face everyday, i want to stare at your eyes those beautiful eyes of yours like theres no tomorrow! i miss our cuddle time :<, i want to hear your soft and sweet voice, i want to see you dance everytime, i miss the way you scold me because i skip my meals and other reason, i miss you being a baby sometimes ryeongchae, i want to see your red face and ear everytime i compliment you....i miss you so much
you mean so much to me chaeryeong ah i feel like i was the luckiest person, i know were figthing sometimes but you stayed, you didnt give up, you're still there saying sorry even tho im the one who start it, and im thankful for that,
im thankful that i met you my love and i love you for that, i love you, i love you, i love you thats not enough i will tell it if you came home with me!
i love you my chaery,
-ryujinie<3
Chaeryeong POV
as i read her letter tears starting to fall on my cheeks again...
i was at the cementery beside on her gravestone..
Shin Ryujin gravestone...
"jagi... h-how are you?" i managed to ask as i look up in the sky "its been a months since i last saw you...is it good there?... are you happy? if yes.. im happy too ryujin ah" i said
"im sorry.. im sorry... truly i am...if didnt let that happen im sure your still with me today sitting beside me talking and laughing with me... im sure this time were on the couch cuddling and watching our favorite kdrama...im sure tomorrow your gonna wake up and hug me behind and saying goodmorning asking for a goodmorning kisses while im preparing our breakfast..." i inhale first between my sobs
"im sure if i didnt get mad at you, didnt leave and stay at your apartment....nothing will happend like this, you wont be got into an car accident..." i said and sob
"ryujin ah... i miss you so much... i miss you so so much i want to say that again and again i want to shout that i love you in the entire world... i... i was so.. stupid....i still couldnt believe that this happen... i hate it! i hate myself for letting this happen! im sorry..." i said and look down
"love... i miss you" i added then a suddenly cold wind brush in my skin
i look up and smile "you're with me right?.. im sure you are.. look at me now this chaeryeong is being a crybaby ryujin" i said chukled bitterly
"ryujin... i love you and i miss you... i will come home with you jagi.. so please wait for me ryuddaeng?" i ask, again the cold wind touch my skin so i smile and closed my eyes taking a deep breath
i will come home with you ryuddaeng, wait for me..
-sup!!! anyways hope you guys like this and random idea!
-rest in peace Kim Mi-Soo thank you for everything i hope your happy now we will never forget you! <3
