Evans pov: My stupid abelist boyfriend doesnt know anything :/ NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME. xbox is my only coping mechanism bc i cant tell anyone abt my life and my dysphoria. I JUST WANNA BE A BOI.
I start to run down the allyway next to my house,, i pull out my phone and check the time, its 4:12. YAASSS THATS ENOUGH TIME TO GET XBOX.
I look up from my phone and see a short emo slouched over with no shoes on holding demonias walking down the street infront of me. ITS MY ONLY ALT FRIEND FERN.
"FERNNN FERN. FERN. 😑😑😑😑" i scream and run across the road
He looks up to me with tears in his eyes. "Hi. 😐" he says while dropping his demonias into a bush by the street path "Omg. broski. :/" i say knowing he had a dysphoria meltdown after going to his abusive vegan mothers house.
"EVAN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. MY MOM KEEPS DISCOURSING ABT ME SETTING A FOREST ON FIRE😑. After i told her to dni she literally called me a psychopath. " he cries
"K?? Thats literally nothing compared to what my bf just did to me lol." he doesn't understand what ive gone through . He didnt even ask before venting to me lmaoo.
"Oh. Umm. What'd ur bf do then:/"
"UGH HE TOOK MY ONLY COPING MECHANISM AWAY AND I LITERALLY HAVE TO GO OUTSIDE AND WALK TO GET A NEW XBOX EITH MY FUCKING DEMONIA MONEY. HOW AM I GONNA GET DEMONIAS NOW?????" suddenly i remember that ferns bare foot. I stare down at his feet
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"FUCK YOU ANF UR VEGAN MOM FERN. UR DISCOURSE TIKTOK ACC SUCKS LITERALLY TOUCH GRASS." I GRAB HIS DEMONIAS OUT OF THE BUSH AND RUN FULL SPEED INTO TRAFFIC.
"WHYYYY WHY WHY" i hear him scream in terror
After running for a good 5 minutes down the road i lost him. He stopped chasing 3 minutes in bc i think he got like a stray needle stuck in his bare foot or something 🥺??? But who cares.
FINALLY I HAVE DEMONIAS.
Time to walk to xbox shop. >___<
By the time i get there its 5:30. UGH. i wish i didnt have social anxiety so i could take a bus:/ the tiktoks i made on my way here were worth it tho.
Normies stare at me while i walk through the mall. Maybe its the blood all over my converse but idk. My coin bank has atleast $200 in coins. Holding demonias and a giant coin bank is rlly tiring me out tbh. Lucky i took an extra anti depressant i stole from my mum.
I walk into xbox central and put my headphones in. I shuffle my favorite playlist.
"Do u guys have the pride xbox here." i say "Uhh no i dont think so ma'am . Ive never heard of that sorry. " "MA'AM????? MA'AM? U CLOWN I AM A VALID ***MAN***😑😑😑UGH" i scream in anger.
"Evan🥺🥺🥺?? R u ok." i feel someone tap my back.
|| authors note: UGH. yaaaaaas @thelittledarkage：don't care + didn't ask + cry about it + stay mad + get real + L + mald seethe cope harder + hoes mad + basic + skill issue + ratio + you fell off. THID TOOK SO LONG TO WRITE. anyways y/ns pov next🥺🥺. ||
