I was creating scenarios in my mind
A lot of what ifs ruining my sane
However the time is quite good
I got to see you
to know you're just fine.We talk a little
Tease each other for a while
I wanted to settle myself
In the things Im not sure of.Did you know I've been missing you?
Did you know I've been asking myself
where I am to you?
Loving you scaring me out.
Loving you dearly gives me chill down to my spine.Maybe your words cut deep
But your actions cut deeper
The instances were little good
Nevertheless I know I can settle
with this.Baby, I love you for sure.
I care for you enough
To decide I wanted to be with you
Its just its not with the same energy
I just felt, Im not good enough.Babe, I love you
And you keep moving the way they wanted you to
Though I should be happy
And I am happy.
I just need to be contended,
So Ill be genuinely happier.
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