𝕶𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖗'𝖘 𝕬𝖉𝖉𝖎𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 2 // Jakehoon ✔️

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 59: ℑ'𝔪 𝔖𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔶

Jake POV

"Jakey, wake up we're going shopping" I heard a voice saying while still being asleep

Suddenly, Sunghoon shacked my body which made me open my eyes and yawned

"Wake up" he said again

"Whyyy"

"We're going shopping. So go take a shower. I will wait for you in the car in 10 minutes " as he said that I looked at him with one eye open and noticed that he already has taken a shower as his hair was wet

I yawned again and decided to take a shower.

While showering I was still sleeping but then something came to my mind. 'We're going shopping'

Wait what? We are going shopping? How naive is he to even take me shopping after one day being nice to him?

Well, that's weird. What if he's just testing me? And what if he's really that naive?

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"You're done?" Sunghoon asked as I finally got into his car

"Uhm" I nodded

I looked outside and it was weird. It's been so long I've been outside the house. Seeing other people is nice. I also noticed that I'm still in China.

"Why are you taking me to the mall?" I asked as I looked at him

"I thought you need more clothes. So yeah.." after he said that there was an awkward silence

It reminds me little bit of our old days together but we talked sometimes a lot but now we only say like 5 words to each other a day because he works.

I don't even know why I'm thinking about our old days. It ain't like my life with him was the best.

"Here we are" he said as he stopped the car in-front of the big mall.

"Wow" I said surprised of how big the mall was

"Let's go. I will buy you everything you want" he said as he then got out of the car and so I did too

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-1 hour later-

"Are you hungry?" he asked as we finally got out of the shop.

He bought me so many clothes which made me little worried. Everything costs so much but he keeps on buying and buying.

"What do you want to eat?" he asked again

"I don't know " I said when suddenly his phone rang.

We both stopped walking.

"Wait, stay there until I'm gonna come back. Someone's calling me" he said as he picked up the call

I just nodded and watched him walking little far anyway so I won't hear what he's talking about.

I looked around as people were walking, laughing and eating. I searched for a place to run away as this mall was really big.

While still looking around I finally found the exit doors. It wasn't really far away. It would take me just one minute till I escape.

I looked at Sunghoon who was still talking with someone on the phone but then he looked away. I then took a deep breath and ran away to the exit doors.

I literally ran for my life as everyone started to look at me like I'm sort of a crazy person just because I was running.

I looked back while running and saw Sunghoon running and trying to find me too.

'Shit' I thought to myself till I finally found the exit doors and ran down the stairs till I found myself in a parking lot.

I didn't stopped and just kept running to where not even god knows until I bumped into someone.

"S-sorry" I said in english and then looked at the person. It was Sunghoon.

My eyes feared as I saw him. He looked really mad.

Without saying a word he grabbed my wrist and took me to his car.

He then speeded while driving which made scared. I literally thought we are gonna die.

"How could I be even so naive to trust you? Hahah I'm such a dumb hoe" he said while laughing crazy

I started crying as I got scared of him and of us almost getting into a car accident.

"I-I'm s-sorry please slow down" I stuttered but he just ignored and speeded faster

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"I LOVED YOU BUT YOU LEFT ME THE SECOND TIME AGAIN" Sunghoon shouted angrily as he pushed to the floor as we finally got to his house

"I LOVED YOU AND STILL DO BUT WHAT DID YOU DO? YOU TRIED TO LEAVE ME AGAIN WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT HOW I MIGHT FEEL. I WANT TO KILL YOU. I WANT TO SEE YOU BEG FOR YOUR OWN LIFE BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE I LOVE YOU" he shouted while also crying

I was so scared I didn't knew how to act and just stared at him while my eyes were watering.

"YOU! I WANT TO GIVE YOU EVERYTHING I CAN BUT YOU? YOU? YOU DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT ME" he shouted

I was still crying. I felt bad and scared. I felt bad for hurting him and was scared of him hurting me.

He then kneeled down to me and grabbed my face looking deep into my eyes while his eyes were all red from the crying.

"W-why? Why can't you love me? Or just fake it? Lie to me. I will accept it. Just fake loving me. I will accept it. JUST STAY BY MY SIDE ALREADY " he scared me as he shouted again

I thought he calmed down but he started crying as he pulled his legs to his chest and cried in-front of me.

I cried even more. I never saw him like this. I'm scared, I want to leave but he's holding me back.

"I-I'm sorry." I said while still crying when I decided to hug him.

It was little awkward hugging him just to comfort him but I wanted him to stop crying.

I don't want him to cry because of me. I don't want to be the reason he's hurt. I... I just want to live without thinking about him.

My feelings, they are just mixed up. I don't know what I want nor what to do. I love Daehyeon but Sunghoon ... He's someone I know for too long. He made me feel loved when no one did.

I was always curious on how it did feel if both of us were in a normal relationship. Loving each other with no problems. Showing affection to each other. I want to know how it did feel to feel his love towards me. I want to give him something back.

✧༺ ︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶. ༻*ੈ

Goood morning my beautiful bishes. How r u everyone? New chapter is here so I hope you guys like it. I tried to update sooner this time so yeah hahah I will try to upload sooner again. I think new chapter will come on friday 😀 Anyway guyyyss how was your day? My day hasn't started yet cuz it's almost 6 a.m right now and I have test at 8 a.m sad life😭 Also I wanted to say that if someone wants support, help, wants to ask some questions or anything, everyone can text me. I'm all open and glad to help if someone needs anything. Anyway, love you everyone and have a nice day or night❤️