You have got a lot of love to share
That is what she thought of me
Yet to recieve it she did not dare
Scared to expose herself bare
Unable to find her unalert
Terrified to get potentionally hurtHonestly, I am not entirely sure what is love
It has me confused, well, sort of
Not trying to make an excuse or to be rude
But I simply missed a part of my youth
Around you, I'm uncertain how to act
Writing this, I truly lack all subtle tactDo I only love you because of my desire to be cherished?
If that were true all so called love would quickly be perished
You deserve so much more than that
A safe, warm and loving habitat
Not quite sure how to figure this out
Wishing nothing has to be left to doubtI wish to love you for the right reasons
Throughout the hot and the cold seasons
To hold you in a warm embrace
No longer a distant, but a safe space
I too am afraid of the possible pain
But I don't want to miss out on the potential gainPerhaps I should ask my mind to be more lazy
Because I am driving myself crazy
Planting the seed in an unstable soil
Wouldn't be very fruitful
While I'm trying to understand, my apologies for my audacity
But please allow me to call upon your tenacity
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Mindgames
PoetryRandom poems with random topics, about feelings. I wrote another collection of poems (Color of life) and I liked writing it as it cleared my mind. With this book I will continue to do so. All reads, votes and comments are truly appreciated!