I love you too idiot

Im flustered

TW:
Crying
Sad memories maybe
Swearing
Mentions of eating disorder and hate
comments/slurs

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Sapnaps POV:

I wake up feeling kinda nauseous but I ignore the
feeling and get up from the floor?! How did I get
onto the floor and at that point all the memories
from last night came to me... had I really cried in
front of Karl and in front of thousands hell maybe
even millions of viewers I have embarrassed
myself. I hear a knock at the bathroom door I get
up to open it "Karl?..." I say groggily I then hear a
soothing voice "Hi sap are you alright?.." "I umm
Well" my voice began cracking I couldn't hold in
my tears and sadness, I start crying from being
disgusted and disappointed in myself as I'm crying
I feel a pair of soothing arms wrapped around me.

No one's POV:

Karl wraps his arms around the shorter to calm
him, as sapnap is crying into the arms of the older
Karl tells him it's alright and telling him so many
soothing things so he could calm down.

After a while of sapnap trying to calm down he
calmed down enough so Karl had the opportunity
to ask sapnap his question "Hey sapnap" "yes?.."
"why were you sad I understand the body shaming
comment but what about the thing about your
mom you looked sad and confused?" ".." "Oh
sapnap you don't have to tell me it's fine I promise-
""She's left me." "what?
." a silence falls in
between the conversation "My mother she left me
when I was about 6" "Oh why did she leave you?
"Well I don't exactly understand stand why but
umm when she left there was just a note saying 

'Im not fucking sorry Jackson but I can't take living with you and the kids I hope you live a stupid fucking life asshole and plus I don't have anytime to take care of the kids and they are such a waste of time so might as well give them to you'

"and that Karl was the
day she left I don't know where but she left me, my
older brother and my dad..." "oh I'm so sorry sap-"
"but my mom wasn't the only one who left me, my
older brother also left but it was my fault..." "If you
don't mind me asking what happened?.." a silence
took over for a while since sapnap was thinking if
he should Karl what had happened but then again
he already told Karl about his mom so he might as well karl what happened to his brother "one night me and my brother were alone at home and we heard my father come home we then heard him
yell my name telling me to come downstairs as I
was going downstairs I see that he had a half empty
bottle in his hand, he was drunk so when I got
downstairs he asked what I had made for dinner
and I hadn't made anything cause at dinner me and
my brother just ordered food he got mad and
started yelling at me and then he threw the bottle
he had in his hand at me and pushing me to the
ground my brother heard the thud and came
running downstairs he helped me up and then
yelled to my dad telling him to fuck off and be more
mature and then my dad grabbed him and with the
now empty glass bottle he still had a glass shard in
his hand so he swung it at my brother telling him
that this was none of his business and that night I
hold my brothers dead body in my hands as I was
only 11 and could do nothing as he had already
died..." an uncomfortable silence took over both of
sapnap and Karl as sapnap was in tears sobbing
and Karl was shocked at what he had just heard.

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Ayup, cringe chapter AYYY sorry for the short chapter, also I might use sapnaps real name 'nick'. Anyways I hope you have a good morning/evening/night!