I'd normally start getting ready at 7 and sleep before that time but here I was staring at the ceiling in my bed at 3 in the morning.
The baby was fast asleep and hadn't woken up so I don't know why I was awake.
I decided to call Jordan, but what if Simone was there. Oh well.
I picked up my phone and called him.
Jordan🏈✨ dialing...
Hey what's up? Nothing, just having trouble sleeping Oh, well how's Delia? Need me to get her Nah it's not her. Honestly I don't know what it is Want me to come over? That'd be great actually Ok. I just gotta take a quick shower before I get there You don't take showers three times a day anymore? Shocker Very funny, I do, it's just that Simone just left Oh you getting down and dirty already? Would you stop the teasing I'm on my way Sorry, sorry
I set my phone down and got up going into the kitchen and getting some water.
A few minutes later I heard a knock on the door. I opened the door, revealing Jordan,
"Hey" He walked inside "Hey" I locked the door
We walked into my room and Jordan sat his stuff down in the corner and plugged up his phone.
He then climbed into the bed, putting Cordelia on his chest.
He began to fall asleep until he noticed I was just staring at the ceiling.
"You ok?" He asked "Me? Yeah I'm fine" I shrugged "You sure? You need medication or something?" He sat up a bit "I'm good, Jordy, I swear" I chuckle
"Ok" He said falling back asleep but this time putting his arm around me
I then found myself falling asleep as well, I couldn't before but with Jordan here I felt safe and drifted away to a deep sleep.
Was I falling for Jordan?
Again.
Morning
Jordan and I got woken up by his alarm.
"No" Jordan whined "Get up idiot" I slapped his bare back
"Ugh" He groaned still not getting up "Fine y'all can sleep whilst I get o it bag ready for school" I picked up Cordelia's diaper bag "Thanks Halle Berry" Jordan yawned
30 minutes later
I walked out of my bathroom dressed and ready for the day.
I was wearing grey a black and blue tye dye shirts with J. Cole's album cover for 2014 Forest Hills Drive on it, black jeans, and black and blue Jordan's
I also managed to put my hair in a ponytail and did light makeup.
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"Jordan" I tapped his shoulder
No response
"Jordan" I tapped his shoulder harder
He just groaned and turned the other way making sure he didn't hit Cordelia
"Jordan Pierre Baker don't ignore me" I gave him a push this time
He turned my direction with open eyes and groaned in frustration.
"I'm tired" He rubbed his eyes "I am too, but we have to get the baby ready and you need to get ready as well" I picked up the baby, preparing to change her diaper
"Let me do it" Jordan insisted "You sure?" I turned my head towards him "Yeah" He pushed me over a bit with his hip so he could stand infront of the baby to change her
"Ok, what do you want for breakfast?" I asked "I don't know, something light but filling" He answered "Ok, how about mango açaí bowl" I was feeling fancy I guess "Sounds great" He smiled
I walked out of my room closing the door and walking downstairs to the kitchen.
"Morning Ma" I kissed my mom on the cheek and went to get the ingredients out for our breakfast "Morning, your dad is at work and I'm gonna leave soon so lock the door and have a great day at school" She walked into her room to finish getting ready
"K" I said whilst putting the fruit in a blender
Moments later
I set the food on the table the time as Jordan was walking downstairs with the baby in her car seat.
He was wearing jeans and a burgundy hoodie.
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I noticed that Cordelia was wearing a white onesie with black pants that had small white polka dots and white socks.
"You are good for something" I jokingly said, he chuckled I response
After setting the baby down in a chair he tired to kiss me but this time I stopped him.
"This isn't fair" I moved away "What is it?" He asked "You leading me on and as much as I don't like her it's not fair that you're leading Simone on either" I lectured
"I'm not leading anyone on" He sat down "Jordan you kissed me and made me feel like you loved me or liked me at the least but then not even 2 days later you go and marry Simone" I started
"You kissed me, spent the night with me and that one is probably my fault but Jordan you're not telling her the whole truth" I brought my spoon up to my mouth
I remembered Spencer saying something about Jordan liking me and missing me.
"Sorry" He cleared his throat "It's fine but you need to make up your mind because I'm not gonna sit her and be your side bitch that you come around whenever you're bored" I looked him in his eyes
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Jordan felt bad he was romantically in love with Holland and Simone.
He felt like he and Simone were in love and they're meant for each other but he knew that Holland made him feel at home and safe and he could tell her anything without her making him feel judged
However, the only girl on his mind right now was his daughter. Not romantically. He loved her, she gave him motivation to do better and be a better man because he wanted to be a good example of what a man should be.
He didn't want his daughter dating the wrong person once she actually starts dating, he wanted to get his life together all for his daughter.
I just wanted to quickly post a chapter, the next will be out soon.
