My mind is a movie with every possible outcome. I am scared, that I am using up all the possible futures and all the bad ones will be the routes to pick from. But even in those scenes, I am way too scared to tell you. Not because of rejection, but of you trying to be friends. The friendzone is not hell. But it's a pain that will never go away. You learn to live with it, but it still stays there. You would be just in reach to keep that glimmer alive, but not close enough for it to not be on the verge of dying. Feelings don't go away so easily. Sure some people make it work, but I bet you, that the friendzoned one is still in pain. Even if he or she isn't showing it. I friendzoned myself, so I know how that feels. I wish we would have never met.
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Just venting my feelings
PoetryYeah I have a crush right now. My life got really complicated over the years. My mental health was down for some time. I am working on myself really hard. But now I need something to get everything out of my system so yeah, pls don't cringe
