Never Enough (Psycho Series #3)

Chapter 8

"Fucking hell.." he groaned after laying on my beanbag. Gustong gusto kong tumawa sa itsura niya.

"Ikaw kasi e!" sigaw ko, habang pinipigilan yung tawang gustong kumawala sa bibig ko "Biglang nanghihila amputa" i cursed, halos lumuhod nako kakapigil ng tawa.

I heard him whispered before he groaned again, pagkahila kasi niya sakin ay sinipa ko agad yung ano niya tsaka ko sinuntok.

"That's self defense! Kuya Kei taught me that!" i defended myself, sorry kuya Kei. Ikaw naman talaga nagturo sakin nun e.

"Fuck, it hurts" he held his groin.

"Sorry" i bit my lip. "What can i do for you? I'll be your slave for this morning" i gave him a smile "Only for this morning okay? I have class-" napatigil ako "Wait, don't you have class too?" kunot noo kong tanong.

He didn't answer and just looked at me. "Coffee?" he nodded. "Wala kabang boses?" i sat in front of him. Sa bean bag lang siya nakaupo habang hawak yung ano niya. Kinunotan lang niya ako ng noo kaya ginaya ko siya "Hellooooo" i waved my hand. "My heavens!" i exaggeratly said and held my head. "Kaloka ka alam moyon?" i asked.

Tumango naman si gago kaya umirap nalang ako at pumunta sa kusina. I made a coffee for him and a pancake, may pancake batter pa naman ako e.

Lumabas na agad ako at pumunta sa sala, i wanted to cross my arms when i saw him near my bookshelf reading the clinical health psychology and a psychology dictionary. "Hey Xy can i borrow a loptop?"

"Oh, you can talk pala?" i chuckled and went to my room to take my loptop. "Here" i handed him the loptop "Please don't open wattpad" alanganin akong ngumiti.

He didn't respond and typed something on it, i just sighed and went to my room i have to change my uniform. Angdumi tapos may dugo pa.

I went to the bathroom and washed my face, may pasa ako malapit sa panga at may hiwa sa labi ko.
Naghanap din ako ng tela at itinali yun sa kamao ko, angsakit kase namali ako ng suntok kanina.
I stared at my own reflection, im wearing a sports bra and undies, i even untied my hair earlier,"I hate myself" i took a deep breath before dressing up again.

Pagkalabas ko ay iika ikang naglalakad papunta sa bookshelf si Nic, may naramdaman naman akong awa pero mas nangibabaw yung kagaguhan ko. "Damn it" i heard him whispered.

Huminga nalang ako ng malalim bago siya akayin pabalik sa inuupuan niya kanina, feel at home lang ampeg pabuklat buklat pa ng mga libro ko. "Anong oras naba?" bulong ko sa sarili ko, i took out my phone and gasped when i saw the frigging time, 7 na!

Pero wait, anginit yata neto? "Okay kalang ba?" i asked. "Anginit mo e" sinalat ko yung leeg niya, it's burning hot! "Anak ka ng nanay mo! Nagpaulan kaba? O may pilay? Ay weyt umulan ba?" sunod sunod kong tanong.

He just leaned on the sofa and closed his eyes. "Wait, ill get you something" inalis ko tung id ko tsaka pinugong yung buhok ko.

Binigyan ko muna ng pagkain at tubig yung mga alaga ko bago ako kumuha ng gamot tsaka bimpo't tubig pamunas sakaniya. Binaba ko yung mga yun sa coffee table at bahagyang nilihis yung breakfast niya. "Take your shirt off" utos ko habang pinipigaan yung panyo "Hindi kita mamanyakin kaya bilisan mo shutaka" i rolled my eyes.

He immediately took off his shirt and i gulped when i saw his perfectly sculpted body, and...He has so many scars.. shit pull yourself together Ecka! I just shooked my head and started wiping his face "Close your eyes"

Imbis na sundin ako ay hinawakan lang niya yung kamay ko "You don't have to do this, I'll just go home–"

"No, that's rude. My mother never taught me that  hindi ka din makakauwi sa estado mo ngayon. Now close your eyes"

"You have class" he reminded me.

"And so? Unang cut kolang yun kung sakali. It won't hurt" i rolled my eyes and wiped his face kahit hindi niya sinara yung mata niya dahil mapipilitan naman siya.

I was biting my lip while wiping his body, gago ewan koba kung gano talaga ako kalandi pero gusto kong hawakan yung abs niya!

Ecka, Ecka, Ecka tangina tumino ka!

Binilisan ko nalang yung pagpupunas ko sa dibdib niya tsaka ko binalik yung panyo at pinunasan yung kamay ko. Inakay ko ulit siya papunta na ngayon sa kwarto ko kase hindi kopa nalilinis yung mga guest room. Nakakahiya naman kase. Pinahiram ko din siya ng t-shirt kong itim na oversized, pero fitted paden sakanya demonyo.

After i helped him lay on the bed, i immediately went out of my room to take the medicine and the breakfast. "Kumain ka muna" tinapat ko yung tinidor na may pancake sa bibig niya.

Like a good boy, he immediately opened his mouth and ate it hindi ko mapigilang tumingin sa labi niya! Anoba naman yan! naiinis nako! Inubos din niya yung kape tsaka ko siya pinainom ng gamot. "Stay there, ill be back before lunch. Bye" i waved my hand and took my bag, loptop id and walked out of my unit.

Tumakbo ako papunta sa school at nagtanong tanong din kung asan sila Evie at Luke "H-hindi ko alam! Please dont kill me!" my lips parted when a random guy said that.

"Ah-haha! no i wont kill you im just asking. Thanks by the way" i gave him a smile and ran away from the parking.

Tears we're streaming down my cheek while im running through the hallways. Napaluhod nalang ako  sa kalagitnaan ng pagtakbo, do i look like a fucking demon in their eye? Angsakit! I was never used to this kind of environment, like never!

Dahan dahan nalang akong tumayo at humawak sa glass ng bintana para suportahan ang sarili, i immediately opened the window for some fresh air. I need to breathe. Pumikit din ako para mas mapakalma ang sarili.

When i opened my eyes, i saw a guy on a balcony. He looked worried and sick, may nakabalot pa sakaniyang kumot na pula, and thats when i realized that its my unit and my fucking blanket! After staring at each other he gave me a smile..

A SMILE! GOD DAMN IT! NGUMITI SIYA!

I was too stunned to speak, thats what you call demonyong gwapo.