Never Enough (Psycho Series #3)

Chapter 15

"See you later at the ball, bye" i gave Eunice and Grace a hug.

May ball ulit mamaya para kila ate Ayu at ate Shai which was the new recruits.

Habang asa elevator ay may nakasabay pako, lagi nalang! He's sweating so much, hayop pag nagkasakit ka ulit ililibing na kita. "You should take a bath na agad, magkakasakit ka niyan" my tone wasn't showing any emotion, hindi ako concerned, worried oo worried.

Ano pinagkaiba non Ecka huh? Bobo.

Parang hindi ako narinig dahil nakatingala lang siya at kinakalma ang pag-hinga, his breathing was ragged. Ano ba kasi ginawa neto? Jusko po.

Habang nagiisip ay sumakit yung sikmura ko kaya napahawak ako don "That's what you get from drinking Choco mint drink in that hour" i saw him rolled his eyes.

"You don't give a fuck, alalahanin mo yung ka make-out mo kagabi, baka nabitin. Hindi kasi nakaabot sa kama" I chuckled, yeah that sounded bitter kase why not?

"You sound so jealous" he shooked his head "How about you huh? Maybe the guy you're talking to last night haven't get enough of you in bed" my lips parted in shock but i immediately taught of something.

"Yes i am jealous. But actually, becauseof too much jealousy, we both have fun after the party" i giggled "We stayed up all night fucking in his unit, you know?!" tumawa ako "Wait, why am i explaining? You don't care anyways" saktong bumukas yung pinto ng elevator.

I was. I was about to go out of it when he pulled my wrist and pinned me on the elevators wall, nagulat ako ng bongga don! But i stayed calm, i have to stay calm. "Oh?" i raised a brow.

I saw his jaw clenched in so much anger i guess? "Galit ka? Bakit? You don't have a reason to Nicholai" i gave him a smile.

"Yes i am, why would you fucking sleep with that guy?" i can see how hard he's trying to control his anger.

"And why would you care?" i crossed my arms. "Do you like me? huh? Do you like me back?" i challenged him. "Answer me, ang dali ng tanong ko"

"N-no" he looked down

"Say it without stuttering Nicholai"

"No, i said no" lumayo siya sakin at tinakpan ang kaniyang mukha.

"Okay, that's...." im speechless.

"Why would you sleep with other guys when you like me?" nakakunot noo niyang tanong.

"E ano naman? That doesn't mean i can't have fun if i like you. And i told you becauseof too much jealousy,  I DID THAT. Kaya wagmong isisi skain katangahan mo."

"If you like me i should be the only one you will sleep with" he gritted his teeth.

"I won't unless you like me back, pero hindi you said it, you said no edi no"

"So you like that guy too huh?" he bitterly laughed.

"Well, maybe?? I don't know Nicholai stop asking. But still, i remembered how i enjoyed that night." parang kinikilig kong ani.

I think I'll regret this shit, fucking hell. I was never touched by anyone yet! Such a liar!

"Fuck it" he pulled his own hair.

"Bye" sabi ko nalang tsaka lumabas, sinuot kona yung helmet ko at nagdrive na paalis. Whenever the wind blows my face, tears we're being blew away too.

Tangina why would i even ask him that?! Sinaktan kolang yung sarili ko! Ambobo! Naligo nalang kaagad ako paguwi at binigyan ng pagkain yung mga pusa ko.

I cried more inside the bathroom, until kuya Kei called me, may mission daw so im expecting that we're gonna ditch the ball? Probably.

Naghanap nako ng isusuot ko mamaya and as usual, i brought a red dress. Pahalter neck din tapos mahabang backless may glitter glitter pa. And a 5inched black lace heels, dala ko yon kahit naka-motor ako, keri naman e.

Pinuntahan ko muna sila ate Shai tsaka kami nag convoy papunta sa org, dinala ko sila sa floor namin, madami naman akong dress dun they can borrow it.

"Pili na kayo dyan" i gave them a smile, they picked long dresses din na may paglitter.

Nilabas kona yung dress ko tsaka inayos.

"Para parepareho tayo" exited na parang batang ani ni ate Shai.

"Mauna kana mag-palit ate Shai" ate Ayu said.

"Mauna pinakabata" tinignan nila ako.

"Eh?" i tilted my head "Okay" sagot ko nalang at nauna nang pumasok sa banyo, i stared at myself in front of the mirror and saw the dress hugging my curves perfectly.

Pagkalabas ko ay sumunod si ate Ayu then ate Shai after, no one's talking, i wonder why. "Angtahimik nyo yata?" nagtataka kong tanong habang inaayos yung heels ko.

"Something bothering you lil sis?" napakunot ang noo ko nang magtanong si ate Ayu, that came out of nowhere.

"Your eyes we're swollen, you cry didn't you?" i saw how ate Shai rolled her eyes.

"What? No i didn't" umiling ako.

"Sabihin mo na, halata naman e" ate Ayu chuckled.

"Hindi mo din kami inaaway, because usually, aawayin mo muna kami o mamimwisit hanggang sa kami na ang mauna" ate Shai shooked her head.

Hindi naman ako matinag nang sabihin nila yon, was i too obvious? "Spill it" tinabihan nila ako sa kama.

"Alright" i sighed "Earlier, I had a argument with Nicholai. Nabibwisit nga ako e, nagagalit ng walang dahilan!" impit akong tumili. Kinwento ko din sakanila yung nangyari sa elevator kaya papadyak padyak ako sa inis. "What's his deal!? He'll fucking act like he care, he'll show like he's jealous, paasahin ako, then when i ask, no! Tanginang yan!" im almost tearing up again. "Angsakit dito" tinuro ko yung dibdib ko.

I saw sadness in their eyes and they immediately stood up to give me a hug "Onting push lang Ecks, aamin din yan" hinimas ni ate Shai yung likod ko.

"Yeah, and if he wont. Edi dont diba?" bahagya akong natawa sa sinabi ni ate Ayu.

"Ewan ko, parang gago amputa" i gently wiped my tears kase may makeup ako.

"Tama na ang iyak ayusin natin yang makeup mo" hinatak nila ako at pinaupo sa vanity chair.

Hinabaan pa nila yung eyeliner ko tsaka pinalitan yung lipstick into a darker shade "Kinis mo, nakakainis ka" kinurot ni ate Ayu yung braso ko.

"Aray naman! Masaket!" hinimas ko yon, yawang yan.

And by the way, nakasilver na dress si ate Ayu na kumikinang kinang den tapos si ate Shai ay naka-itim "Tayo ilaw mamaya" i chuckled.

"Aba dapat lang hano" naghair flip si ate Shai kaya natawa ako ng bahagya. Then we partied and i introduced them to some of my friends.