Drug of choice - ashtray

VI

"Where have you been"shit, I though
Because of the fentanyl incident I had disappeared for 16 hours without telling my mom where I was.
"Sorry my phone died" I said to mom
"Bullshit, your doing drugs, fucking rues influence"she said
"I'm not going drugs mom" I said
"Then where have you been and why weren't you answering your phone and why are you sneaking in to the house" she asked
"I was with someone" I answered
"Who" she asked
"It doesn't matter mom" I said
"It matters abbi,it matters. Your doing drugs" she said
"Gia, go back too sleep"she said as gia came out of her room. Followed by rue, who wouldn't look me in the eye.
"Abbi are you ok"gia  said
"Yea I'm ok gia go back to sleep" I said to her
"She's ok baby go back to sleep"mom said to gia
"I will not allow you to walk up in this house at 5:30 in the morning and lie to my face" mom said
"Mom"rue interrupted
"Shh, tell me the truth right now"mom said shushing rue
"Where where you" she said more firmly
"Just fucking drug test me, I know you just have them lying around because your a psycho who doesn't trust a word your kids say"I said
She got closer to my face
"I don't need to, from now on I know where you are at all times and you send me pictures periodically every hour at the place I expect you to be at. If you stay out I want to speak to their parents beforehand and if you lie to me or act suspicious, then I'll drug test you" she said
"Are you being fucking serious"
"Because you fucked up one kid, you think you can control me to the point I have no freedom at all so there's maybe a chance I might not do drugs, who cares about all the trauma and resentment for you I'll grow up to have. As long as you get to feel good about yourself right"i said
"Your 15 abbi, your too young for all of this, I'm worried about you" she said
"You don't get to try again with me, I'm not your second draft. God help gia when I fuck up just like rue. Bars on her window. Drug tests with fucking breakfast!"
"You do not scream at me like that in my own house" she said
"Oh please" I said
I was done.I walked into my room and slammed my door.
"Don't slam my fucking doors"she shouted
I started packing a bag.once I was done I climbed out my window.
Pulling out my phone I called fez.
"Fezco" I said voice trembling with anger.
"Yo,what up"he answered
"Can I stay at yours for a bit"I asked
"Of course but like, don't bother ash you know"he said laughing
"Wheres about are you we'll come pick you up"
"Just around the back of my house" I said
"Why are you there"he asked
"I snuck out"I answered
"Damn, not gonna get me in trouble are you"he asked
"No I'll get rue to make up something"I said
"Ok word, on my way" he said
"Thanks"I said
I started walking towards the shop which should be the way fez was coming from.
"Yo!"
I ran over to the car.
"Ash fez"I said
" i will pay rent, run drugs, scrub your fucking toilet I don't fucking care but please do not make me go back there" I said
"Stay as long as you need, help around at the shop if you want"fez said
" I will, thank you,I love you" I said to fez
"She isn't sleeping in my room" ash said
"Awhh please, I was really counting on it"I said sarcastically
"Stop it. Please. I cannot deal with you two bruh"fez said
"Careful ash you might wake up to me cuddling you"I said grinning
"Shut the fuck up" ash said throwing his jacket at me.I was laughing hysterically
We got to the shop and i immediately didn't know what to do with myself. Ash jumped up on the counter and fez pulled out a joint.
"Ah, my purpose" I said running over to him
"Hey, no free drugs he said smacking my hand.
I ripped of a Pandora bracelet my mom bought me. The sight of it making me sick. I handed it to fez and he passed me his joint.
"If I help around the shop does that get me free drugs" I asked
"Wait to see, you haven't done shit yet" he answered
That means yes.
Just as I turned around I saw kat walking in.
"KAT"I said
"Abbi? Where was you today"she asked
"She was here, what do you want" ash asked
"Do you know what Bitcoin is?" Kat asked fez
"Nope"I said
"Nah" fez said
"It's a worldwide cryptocurrency, and digital payment system" ash said
I was flabbergasted
"I literally have no clue what your talking about" Kat said
"Well there's no easier way to explain it"ash said
"Look why don't you just tell us what you tryna do,and we can tell you how we can help" fez said
"Um"
"Unless it's human trafficking, i don't fuck with human trafficking"ash said
"I'm not human trafficking" Kat said
"yea us neither"fez said
"Ok um I was just wondering if it's a good way to get paid online anonymously"Kat said
"That's literally what it's made for" ash said
"Cool" Kat said
"Kat why the fuck are you using Bitcoin, what do you need to do anonymously online"I asked
"Oh uh I'm selling my old shoes" she said
"And your scared people are gonna judge you for your size nine feet?"I asked jokingly
"Ha"she fake laughed
When she left I turned to ash
"Maybe she is human trafficking" I said
"Not my fucking business"ash sighed
"You" ash said
"Are gonna help me get ready for the carnival"
"What"I said, too stoned to comprehend
He grabbed my arm and dragged me away to the back room behind the drink section of the shop.
"Sit"he said, handing me a bucket full of molly and little baggies.
"Just put one pill in each bag"he said
"Damn and you paying a mortgage doing this"I said
"Please, shut the fuck up"he said sitting down and doing his own thing.
It took me only half as long as I thought it would,but it was dark out by now, ash and fez had came to pick me up and arrived back an hour before lock up.
"Done"I said
"Damn you must got magic hands or sum"ash said,realisation hitting his face immediately
I burst into laughter
"Shit-no, abbi fuck not like that" he said
"Why thank you ashtray" I said now crying
"Your so fucking annoying"he said
"Yo we're locking up" fez called to us
"Stop fucking laughing let's go" ash said
"What the fucks up with you" fez asked
"Nothing"
My phone started ringing.
"Hey rue" I said
"Moms freaking out"she said
"Don't tell her where I am"I said
"I know, your at fez's right?"she asked
"be careful ashtray wants to fuck you" I heard jules shout from the background
"What, no he doesn't. Rue tell her to shut the fuck up"I said
"I will, I got to go, love you" she said giggling.
"Love you" I said hanging up.
We got back to the house and I jumped over the back of couch and collapsed into it. ash and fez went to go and put their shit away and do whatever they needed to do. I was thinking about what jules said, what the fuck.
I looked over at ashtray, he walked in and out his room with a blanket.
"You can stay in my room" he said
"No ashtray"I said
"Look, this is me being nice"he said
" I don't care, I don't even know how long I'll be staying here for, I'm not taking your room"I said
Fez went into the cupboard and pulled out an inflatable mattress
"Share the fucking room" fez said throwing it me
Ash collapsed onto the couch laying on top of me.
See. Me and ashtray had known each other for years. We'd sleep in the same bed, wear each others clothes. Fez was like a brother figure too both of us. We argued like sibling but where comfortable enough to be this close without it being weird.
"You gained weight" I said looking down at him.  He reached up and got me in a head lock until I bit him and he let go
"What the fuck"ash said
Fez went to sit down so ash lifted up his feet and put them back down on fez after he sat down still holding eye contact with me
"Yo carry on I'll smother you in your sleep"he said.
I was stifling my laughter when fez cleared his throat and said
"Here's the plan for the carnival"

She's realising her feelingsss. I really don't know how to do this without making it to sexual. I'm baffled. Help. I feel like I just need to remind you in my story he is 15, just like his actor javon. That makes gia 13 abbi and ash 15 rue and that group 17 and fez 20 something I think.