soft spot - TOMMY SHELBY - CILLIAN MURPHY

wine anyone?

a few days past and i felt the days leading up to me having to stay with cillian getting closer, i wanted to get all the packing out of the way so i can relax for the next few days before i have to stay at some randos house.

i started of with underwear
i packed a lot of it.
mostly just random thongs and comfy bras
and occasionally a nice matching set, next i packed clothes/ outfits
tracksuits are a necessity esspically juicy couture ones, i packed loads of random clothes, and i grabbed all my essentials that i needed and shoved them in a big suit case
" that should do" i huffed as i sat on my suitcase, squashing it down at a attempt to close it and zip it up, ofc that didn't work and i ended up calling my dad into my room to close it
" why are u packing so early dev? are u that eager to go"
" oh my god. no, i just wanted to get it out of the way"
" okay okay someones moody"
"i'm not moody dad i'm just pissed of that your leaving again"
" baby i know, but it won't be to long, plus i heard cillian is a lot of fun"
" yeah sure, fun to talk about bank investments with" you said sarcastically
" hey i'll have you know banking investment is actually very interesting"
" you keep telling yourself that dad" you patted him on the back leading him out of your room
" oh and by the way sweet we're going over to cillians for dinner tonight, so u can see the house and ur room before u start staying there"
" urghhhh why cant i ever have just one day of peace"
it seems like i can't get away from this man.
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a few hours later
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i was getting ready to go to cillians for dinner with my parents, i had a quick shower and left my hair naturally curly today, i put on a white lace up shirt and some cargos and wore some makeup and clear lip gloss.
i looked in the mirror and then headed downstairs
" i'll drive" i said to my parents while putting my hands out for the keys
" you don't even know where he lives"
" so"
" so no i'll drive, nice try tho dev"
i rolled my eyes and got into the car and started scrolling on instagram,
a picture of my ex bestfriend and my ex boyfriend came up on my feed captioned with
'saturdays with bae'
i felt sick, just like i did when i found out he cheated on me with her, i decided to just ignore it and not let it ruin my mood today, so i turned my phone of and focused on what was outside of the window, and i soon realized that cillians house wasn't far from my college at all, which was very practical.
as we pulled up my dad turned around to me from the front
" dev be on ur best behaviour i mean it"
why do they actually treat me like a child, like i get it i'm a only child and the baby of the family but i'm 18.. an adult.
i pushed myself out of the car and walked to what looked like a huge house, for a person living alone.
the house had big modern gates that had blue lights embedded on the floor around them
and as they opened, it led to a big wrap around garden that wrapped around the whole house with a long pathway of cherry blossom trees on either side of the path leading up to the front door of his house, it was stunning, the house looked modern on the outside but also still had a lot or character.
"wow" i said under my breathe
" beautiful isn't it" my mother said exictedly
i agreed with her but i didn't wanna say it out loud because cillian agrivates me.
my dad ringed the door bell and within a few seconds cillian opened the door with a small grin on his face
" ah come in come in"
my dad slung his arm around him and patted him on the back
" beautiful house mate"
cillian looked at u his deep blue eyes boring into yours
" hi"
"hi" i responded back
why is there always this weird tension between us i don't understand it?
Cillian then greeted my mum the same way he greeted my dad and we all went into his house.
his house was just as beautiful on the inside as it was on the outside
very minimal, classy decoration, neutral colours,and very modern but with a lot of character.
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after everyone had a few glasses of wine accept cillian of course, my parents were engaged in a deep conversation, and cillian looked over at me
" oh devyn i almost forgot to show you your room"
he got up from his chair and led me up stairs, i slowley followed behind him taking everything in and making sure to look at all the pictures on the walls.
as i got upstairs there was a big open space that over looked the bottom floor of the house, this area had two sofas and a small coffee table between them, and as i walked further there was a long but wide corridor with multiple doors.
cillian opened the first door on the left and there was a big room, with a big double bed that had silk cream covers,  a big grand swade off white bed frame, on the walls there was pictures of art, and a dressing table that faced the big window that was directly infront of the bed, there was a built in wardrobe and a en-suite bathroom
i was absolutely shocked at how beautiful the room was
" is this okay?" he said bluntly
" i- i it's perfect" i didnt even know what to say , the room was beautiful
" are you sure, cause if not u can always stay in one of th"
i cut him off mid sentence
"yes i love it"
"it's yours now, well in a few days"
" urgh can i just stay in hear right now?" i said jokingly
" i mean if u really want to, i don't think ur parents would be to happy if u wanted to get rid of them that quickly"
"i'm joking, but it is really beautiful"
" well i'm glad u like it, i'll show you everything else when you come on monday alright" 

i was so exicted about my new temporary room, i wanted to stay there right now, 
we went downstairs and sat at the table with my parents again
my drunken mum made a comment
"so where did u two go of to" she said winking
cillian looked extremely uncomfortable and said
" oh please whitney, i wouldn't go there, she's a child"
the funny thing is im an adult and the age gap really isn't that huge.
i was annoyed for what he said to be honest.
" yeah mum u should know that he really isn't my type"
i said at an attempt to be rude back to what cillian said.
i looked over at him and saw him clenching his jaw and lifting his eyebrows
" wine anyone?" he said changing the subject.