AbhiRa- Destined Lover....

PART 1

It was in my draft from long ago as I wanted to write something on the jodi Abhira...
And now thought of just publishing its 1st part(as I have written only 1 part which starts from aarohi and abhi's marriage...)...So here is the part....

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Abhi - Sab khatam hone jaa raha hai.... Jisse main pyaar karta tha, hu or hamesha karta rahunga... Meri shaadi usse na ho kar kisi or se hone jaa rhi hai.... Sab khush hai ghar par ki Meri shaadi hone waali hai lekin mera kya... Main toh wahi reh gya jaha se suru hua tha... Pehle pyaar se nafrat thi, pyaar par vishwas nhi karta tha toh akela hi tha sab hote huye bhi or aaj bhi jab Meri shaadi hone waali hai toh bhi sab hai lekin pyaar hote huye bhi nhi hai or main akela hi hu....parso se shaadi ki saari rasme suru hogi lekin kya main inn sab ke liye taiyaar hu... Use bhulne ke liye taiyaar hu... Nhi.. Nhi hu main... Kaise.. Kaise uske saamne ...uske saamne hote huye bhi uski behen ke saath saari rasme karu jisse main chahta bhi nhi hu....kaise apne dil ko shaant karu....
Lekin main kar bhi kya sakta hu... Jab wo hi taiyaar nhi hai Meri baat maanne ko or apne family ko batane ko ki wo bhi mujse kitna pyaar karti hai.. Aakhir koi itna acha kaise ho sakta hai ki apni zindagi se upar dusro ki zindagi ko rakhe.... Apne pyaar ko apni behen ke liye tyaag de...
Lekin ab main kya karu.. Na main akshara ko bhul sakta hu or naahi main aarohi se pyaar kar sakta hu... Naa main ye shaadi karna chahta hu or naahi main iss shaadi ko tod sakta hu... Kyuki agar maine shaadi todi toh sab ka dil dukhega khash kar ke maa ka... Or agar maine ye shaadi kar bhi li toh bhi kya hoga... Naa main khush reh paunga or naahi aarohi ko khush rakh paunga....
Kya karu main.... Kya karu...
[ Everything is going to end... The one I loved, I am and will always do...buy I am going to marry someone else instead of her..... Everyone is happy at home that I am going to get married but what about me???.... I was left where I was... First I used to hate love, didn't believe in love, so I was alone, in spite of everything and now even today when I am going to get married, all were here but love is not there and I am alone….All the wedding rituals will start from day after tomorrow but am I ready for all this???..... am I ready to forget her.. No.. No, I am not...How .. how in front of her ... Even having her in front of me, do all the rituals with her sister whom I do not even love.... how to calm me heart.... But what can I do... when she is not ready to listen to me and tell her family that how much she also loves me.... After all, how can someone be so good that they put the life of others above their own life... give up their love for their sister...
But what should I do now.. I can neither forget Akshara nor can I love Aarohi....
Neither I want to do this marriage nor can I break this marriage... Because if I break the marriage, everyone's heart will hurt especially my mother's... And even if I do this marriage, what will happen…neither I will be able happy nor will I be able to keep Aarohi happy....
what should i do… what should i do ]

Saying this he thinks for sometimes holding his head tightly... And then at last said....

Ab bas bhagwaan par hi bharosa rakhna hoga... Agar akshara mere life me hogi toh usse meri shaadi ho kar hi rahegi.. Lekin agar nhi hogi tab toh main kuchh nhi kar paunga... Lekin main bhi haar nhi manunga... Jab tak shaadi nhi ho jaati tab tak try karunga akshara ka mann badalne ka... Or use ye ehsaas dilane ka ki agar ye shaadi huyi toh sab ki zindagi kharab ho jayegi... Jiski khushi ke liye wo humare pyaar ko thukra rahi hai wahi iss shaadi ke baad khush nhi reh payegi....
Haan yahi karna hoga... Dikhana hoga, samjhana hi hoga akshara ko ki kbhi kbhi hume apne dil ki bhi baat maanni chahiye....
[ Now I just have to trust God...if Akshara will be in my life then I will be married to her... But if she is not, then I will not be able to do anything... but I will not give up either... Till I get married, I will try to change Akshara's mind...And make her realize that if this marriage happens then everyone's life will be spoiled... For whose happiness she is rejecting our love, she only will not be able to remain happy after this marriage....
Yes, this has to be done... will have to shown, will have to explain to Akshara that sometimes we should obey our heart too....]