His Lost Sanity

What everyone feared

My POV
It was July 7 2008, it was around 5:00pm, the night was cloudy and raining which was odd weather for summer, their was members of Brahman and Rokandia that was fighting each other, one gang fighting for revenge for their friend that was shot and nearly died, the other was fighting to be on top, there stood in the middle of this fight was a boy with bleach blonde hair, dull looking eyes just staring at where his friend was shot at, he heard his name being called out but he couldn't respond, everything was ringing he didn't know why these things always happen to him,

'Did i deserve this'

'Was this karma'

'Was Mi telling the truth'

Because of him, he not only almost killed another person that was precious but this wouldn't be the first life he would have took because he was selfish maybe Mi was right

'It was my fault for killing ***** and *****'

He swears it was just a mistake, he was only trying to help them and his sister Mi didn't mean it she didn't mean anything his not a jinx

'Yes you are'

'It was just a accident'

'No it wasn't, you always wanted to hurt them'

'I'm not a mistake'

'Yes you are that's why Mi left you'

'I'm not the one behind all these incidents it was kisaki not me'

'But Kisaki wouldn't have had to kill everyone if you just left Hina alone. Draken wouldn't be hurt right now if you just stop trying to be a hero everyone would've been safe if you only you have left Hina alone Emma and Izana wouldn't have been in a coma, baji wouldn't have been stab, Draken wouldn't be needing to fight for his life again, Mikey could've been happy everything is your fault take-mi-chi'

It was his fault everything was his fault Mi, *****, ***** were right all I do is mess everything up

"Ehe...hehehehe...ahahahah.....AHAHAHAH HAHAHAH"

All the fighting went still nobody made a sound the only thing you could hear is the bleach blonde boy laughing like a maniac then they heard a motorcycle but it wasn't no ordinary motorcycle no it was the one and only

"It's....THE INVINCIBLE MIKEY!!"

A member from one of the two gangs yelled soon everything was chaos, everyone was fighting everyone that wasn't in their gang but what shocked takemichi or other people was mikey beating South like there was no tomorrow and takemichi being the stupid self sacrificing idiot he was ran between mikey and South but that was a huge mistake since mikey was out of control he snapped takemichi arm like a twig and kept hitting Takemichi like he was doing to South and the last thing takemichi remember was pain being every where and those eyes, the eyes his hated, the look of hatred towards him, the look of resentment, it made him remember him...
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Some time pass
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When Takemichi woke up all he seen was white he turn to his left only to see koko which shocked him since he didn't expect him of all people to here,

"Can you stop staring?"

"Eh! Sorry..."

Takemichi said with a sad looking expression

"Anyways you been asleep for a couple days now I'll fill you in on what happened when you got knocked out"

"I've been asleep for that long huh?..."

Koko didn't know what to do. He never saw the boy so defeated he wanted to ask if he was okay but he didn't know how to express himself, even if he did look at what happened between him and inui he was never a social person.

"*Sigh* After mikey beat the shit out of you, senju begged him to stop a even promising he would disband"

(Senju is a girl in this but I don't know if koko knew senju was a girl)

"Senju really did that just for me?......"
Silence overcame them soon koko stood up walking to the door but before he left he told Takemichi

"You should leave mikey alone he isn't the same person you once knew and be careful"

The door slammed behind once koko was out of the room

'Leave Mikey alone? What about all those promises to everyone about taking care of him'

'He probably would be happier without you and everyone else would be alive and happy to'

'Shut up'

The door soon opened to show chifuyu, his partner in crime, his best friend, he walked over to takemichi who was laying their and only could watch his best friend movements.

Chifuyu stop right beside him with his head low it was silent with tension surrounding them but after a couple of minutes silence chifuyu then spoke.

"Why did you come back takemitchy?....Wasn't the future perfect.... So why did you come back!? BECAUSE OF YOU DRAKEN IS-...."

Chifuyu stopped himself forming saying those words but before he could apologize he then heard,

"I know it's my fault"

Chifuyu couldn't help but feel bad for saying those words and how takemichi was okay with him saying it was his fault he wanted to apologize but he couldn't bring himself to say it so he turned to leave but stop right before opening the door.

"You better heal up fast so I can be beat the shit out of you"

Soon chifuyu left but what he didn't know was those words finally broke something inside takemichi some sort of evil that can trigger any moment and with just little bit more of a push he will become the monster everyone would fear.....
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The day was coming to a end takemichi was left in the white plain room listening to every word his mind was telling him at first he kept denying that all of it was a accident a mistake but the more he was left in the room the more he started to accept it all soon he heard footsteps walking towards him

"Oh poor Ta~ke~mi~tchy"

Takemichi couldn't see who it was the room was getting darker every second

"Who are you?"

"*gasp* how dare you forget about little ol' me but I can't blame you"

The figure soon walked closer takemichi finally saw it was

"What do you was *****"

"I came with a deal one you wouldn't want to pass up"

"Mh what is it?"

"You become my Mikki and as repayment I won't ever leave your side even if you kill me"

(Mikki- someone who resembles God or is hope)

"....even if I become a monster? You'll stay with me"

"Even if you become a monster after all you're my mikki"

'Mikki that's my new name'

"But my question is are you really going to leave your poor friends alone?"

"They're not my friends anymore..."

"Oh well then that makes everything easier for me now let's get you out of this place shall we Mikki"

"Okay.....
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Hanma"
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So how did you like it I wanted to express more takemichi dark impulse side and with a what if he just gone crazy but with hanma as his right hand man also let me remind you this isn't a hanma x takemichi fic but they will have a relationship that's kinda toxic to the both of them because their relationship is going to be because of their abandonment issues🥲