Meant to be

The betrayal _ chapter 1

"MEANT TO BE"

Brat girl they all call me , well I've been avoiding everyone and I've just been living my own life , but don't call it life I just have abandoned everyone even my true self, its okay to lose everybody but once you lose yourself , its just so on the last level to be happy and live your life, whenever you lose you get hurt you be loosing a piece in your heart , but at the end of the day your hurt will be shattered to billion pieces and you cant follow every piece, a billion way each piece have gone, so it will be so hard for you to collect every piece and be back to be yourself again, well this all happened in my previous school , I wasn't a girl in the mean girl squad nor even the nerds, I was just normal and noone used to care about my existence except a friend I used to have. Madeline , that's her name , I used to call her Maddie , I actually used to love her a lot and I always have her back, well we have been friends since well I don't know but just say it since day one o wait My bad , I haven't told you guys my name yet well my name is Creda well my mom named me after my dad left her for another girl, and my mom was at her lowest but she still had faith so she named me Creda which means faith well growing up I never felt like I never had a dad, my mom was so kind and always cared for me but shes always working and cant actually have the mother daughter time with her , well I even remember when I got my first period, I thought I was gonna die and called the ambulance and said there was a blood coming out of me so I might die, and they rushed up to me but then was so awkward they called my mom and just told her to handle the situation and rushed back , mom felt so hurt that she didn't had a time to tell me bout this stuff, but I actually love her a lot and I actually appreciate what she have been doing for me. well to come to the one part of my past story let's get back to Maddie, well we always used to spent time together and she knows all my secret ..and like we all used to pass through I had a little crush on a guy in our school.. well Maddie always used to tell me he's so ugly and such a brat and always finds a way to make me hate him, but as what I have been seeing I wasn't able to find any of the things to be true so I just kept on having this silly crush on him and always try to make Maddie change her mind bout him too, but what always make me confused was that she acts different when he comes by and try to talk to him in any possible ways she find, and this was so weird for a girl who hates a boy, but I didn't actually cared , but as times were passing by i wanted to tell him my feelings and I told her that I cant handle it anymore and that I need to let it out of my chest and just tell him how I really feel about him ,but then she told me to write him a letter and to put it in his locker so I wanted to do it but she told me that she should be the one writing it cause I actually ain't good at expressing what I feel

well she was right so I let her do it and then when I asked her to read it before she puts it in the locker she told me that she already putted it in and then she started telling me what she have wrote , it actually was so great until he came rushing to me with angry face and he just asked me if I was the one who put the letter in his locker and if I really mean everything in it , well I cant say I let my friend wrote it cause it will be weird so I said yes, but then he just slapped me so hard and started shouting on me, the whole school gathered as, then he started calling me bad names and even asked how could I ever think like that and do like that,I was just so confused and so hurt that he could be so angry just cause I love him but then he threw the letter and walked away, the students were laughing and recording so I just ran to the bathroom and Maddie followed me too comfort me but it hurt like hell and I didn't wanted to go out of the bathroom, see I've told you, he really is a bad guy , you should've listened to me in the first place ,she said hugging me and I just hugged her and started crying, I couldn't believe he could be such a jerk to raise his hand on me and even make a big drama out of a stupid crush to humiliate me infront of everyone, I never left the bathroom until the school was all clear and everybody left, then I ran home and locked myself to bed and cried myself to sleep, but then I woke up by nonstop notifications on my phone and I wanted to ignore but it was too much, I thought it was Maddie trynna text me lotta texts to make me feel good , but then I found a shocking truth, people wear calling me names and I was suddenly popular in the entire school, but it wasn't in a good way , I was tagged in a video which was recorded yesterday , and at the last the letter he threw on the floor was posted too, and God it was a mess, the letter wasn't a love a confession , it actually was
a trash which explained why he actually hit me, well it was written that I was being with him just to get close to his dad, well his dad is so rich and everybody knows that , so it was like I I was being close to him just to get his dads attention so I can well you know, its like am a girl who don't respect myself and who just tries to find any way to get money, I froze for a second , I didn't wanna believe that my friend which is more like a sister to me could ever betray me like that and I was trynna convince myself that it actually ain't her and that everything was a setup, but I know her hand writing, it really was her, I didn't knew what I actually should do I just wanted to go and ask her why cause their still is a part of me which still have faith in our friendship, so I went to her home to confront her, I didn't even knock the main door of their house, I just opened it and walk straight to her room, but the moment I reached their I regretted all our friendship years , she was talking with her mom and was talking bout me , she was calling me names and was telling her mom that I am a whore who sleeps which rich people to earn money and it really hurt so bad and I wanted to just go back silently until she mentioned my mom, she just started saying am like this cause my mom didn't raised me well and that my mom even supports what I do cause she cant afford bills , I couldn't handle more then I opened the door I started shouting on her how dare you say like that bout my mom, forget what you did to me , how dare you say like that to my mom, she ain't a slut like you okay, and I wish if you could afford a brain..too, like what happened to our friendship was it all a lie, and why, why did u do this to me why all the bullshits you put on the letter, what have I ever done to you except always having you back and being a real friend to you, how dare you do me like this her mom was just so confused , Mom can you give as a little space please she said smirking , well her mom didn't say anything and just left, as soon as she left she stood up with a  devil face, well well dear bestie am so sorry you found out this way but I actually didn't love you like before for some years now, and am sorry you was that of a fool to let me write the confession and even sorry for well, the videos ,even though you should thank me that you are popular now, cause nobody actually knew you even do exist until yesterday , I was out of words Girl are you insane like are you for real, like what have I ever done to you to deserve this, you are asking me why? Its always been bout you, our friendship was just bout you, you always talked about yourself and you problems, how can you not even know that Jake have been my crush even before you loved him, like I always know your feelings but you , you never did, yeah Creda surprise surprise,....