Meant to be

chapter 2

I've always been in love with Jake and it hurt to hide it for so long.. I cant believe what she have been saying Madeline since when have my words ever been heard in our friendship, now you are saying its always been bout you?, am always staying in your shadow and always been trynna be there for you no matter what happened, I always put my needs behind for you, the only thing which was bout me was Jake , and nothing more ,and you have always been changing boys and always been saying shits bout Jake, how can I know you love him? ,You always be hooking up with different guys though if u cant be faithful bout love how can you be faithful in our friendship ,I should've thought of that earlier, and I should've known bout Jake when you always used to try to flirt with him even though he always rejected you, well you know what fuck off, am done with you, you are the slut and you made me look like one and I just left saying that throwing our friendship bracelet on her face, she didn't looked like she even cared though , as I was walking out I saw her mom giving me a bad look, I feel sorry for you and you husband that you raised a girl which will betray you one day , well am sure she will do that, but you were like my second mom, tnx for that, then I left with tears,

well that's how things were before a week and now I decided to back to school after a week , am standing in front of our school and my heart is beating I don't know how things will be in there and its freaking me out , but then someone pushed me as he was rushing the way in , he didn't even bothered to say sorry, he just walked by , I actually never saw him before , he was wearing black hoodie and that's what I actually saw and there was someone shouting at him from behind it seems like he's his dad don't ever think bout messing this up to, don't get expelled again, new school and new town, am tired of you being expelled from every schools the man said but the kid didn't even turned back....

then i started walking to the principals office and it seems like the guy is walking to there too, but duh obviously since he's a new kid so he need to be in the principals office before getting to class , then we both get to the office , then we sat down , he looks likes he's so angry to be here, "welcome Lucas" the principal said smiling , Lucas then i said for myself, "well i hope you will be able to control yourself here and will try to work on your anger issues too, i don't want any troubles at my school , i am your uncle but am not gonna be quiet for any bad habits or fights and you need to be polite with every student or teacher or i will expel you from here too", but Lucas didn't bothered then said " hello Mr. Mark i didn't even ask you to let me in to your school, i didn't wanted to be here at all, i don't want anyone to feel pity for me and get me to there school just because am part of their family, you know that i can apply to any school and they will beg for me to let me in", i was shocked by his response cause no one ever dared to talk back to Mr. Mark and Mr. Mark is trying to control his anger too," well i know that you are a genius but being a genius alone isn't gonna help you to get in any schools, cause you have been expelled from all your last schools and it's obvious in your report cards that no school will want to let you in ,so just get your shits together and act like a student for once" then Mr. Mark looked at me ,well he's so angry but he's trying to act normal, well Creda ,you can show him the class , he said and let me in easily, he didn't even mentioned bout my week absence , he's so angry to even remember that, and when you are absence for more than 3 days you will need a later from Mr. Mark so you can attend class but now nothing, and i didn't even dared to ask him, then i walked out and me and Lucas started walking to class...

it was a silence walk but my heart was beating so fast cause i wasn't ready to face the students , and as we reached the door of our class i froze, i didn't wanted to get in and even my hand started shaking, "um Creda right? what's up why are we standing ain't we gonna enter"...i was shaking " you know what i think am feeling sick, so you better get in and i will just go back home, this is you class" i said trying to walk back but then "i get it, you are scared, it's visible ,you are showing your fear , everyone can notice and everyone can use it against you, well girl don't show your fear even though you are scared, even though they are right bout things they say bout you , just don't act like you actually give a fuck, yeah you do but you don't , or else people won't leave you alone", he said and i felt a lil confidence then just turned back to him and opened the door without knocking and everyone looked at me even the teacher, "umm okay being absent and not knocking the door too, can you show me the later of permission for your absence please ?" the teacher said.." I actually don't have a later but Mr. Mark allowed me to get in class" i said with a shaking voice ..." oooo i think you fucked the principal too that he could ever forget bout giving a later "...a boy from the class said and everybody laughed at me, but then Lucas came in then said "How did you know that fucking the Principal will help you to get in easily , have you tried that?" and the class was silent ,the boy was so angry then said " and who the fuck are you, cause you are messing with the wrong dude ,and do you even know who my father is" he said with an evil smile, "why are you asking me bout who your father is? your mom haven't told you?" Lucas replied and the whole class laughed , then the teacher said " enough , i will talk to Mr. Mark later now you may have you sit " .. then we walked to sit but a girl pushed my sit as i was about to sit but Lucas held me then let me sit on the other free sit then he sat on the sit she pushed then pulled it back to the place, i felt so good seeing this stranger having my back, but why is he helping me, or is am i the one who taught he's helping me while it's just how he acts????