Meant to be

chapter 6

""Lucas""

i walked to the library to read ,well not to read i don't wanna lie, but there is something in Creda that kind of reminds me of myself, and i always burry myself in books whenever i feel confused or low, so here i am,

well as you all know, my name is Lucas and i might look like a tough guy now but i was so pure hearted and wasn't a weird, i was but different kind of weirdo, my mom and dad had a divorce when i was 8, i remember them fighting every night and dad always used to hit her ,once i tried to fight for mom and dad pushed me then the table put a scar on my stomach , i always wanted to work hard for mom but i always was scared of relationships cause i always remember the fight between mom and dad, that was why i never wanted to leave my girl even if she was bad for me, i kind of wanted to show her mercy and still wanted to see if she can change in anyways , but still my mental health is fucked up, well i might want Creda to be my friend, i have read her notebook and she really have been through a lot... , she seems like she's my soulmate, cause soulmates aren't always supposed to be couples, well i might wanna try to protect her pure soul too...

..i kinda took too long in the school so i might wanna go home.... i started walking home and i had my headphone so i was walking enjoying my song and i really love having a walk, but then i saw her ..."Creda" she was sitting near my surrounding, wait did she wanna talk with me so she came all the way here?...then i walked to her.. "well, well Mrs. Creda, looks like u missed my lips and you came rushing to me" her eyes were wide as she was looking at me but even she was looking pass me too, so i looked back and i was shocked to see Jake behind me, he was holding two icecream , looks like it's for him and her, but why are they here, is she thinking to make me jealous?..."Ow, Jake you are here too"..he was so angry "why are you making a big deal out of it? ,your lips just touched and it was by mistake, so fuck off man, leave my girl alone", he said walking to her and handing her the ice cream , i was so angry as she smiled at him while taking the ice cream then he sat next to her..." why are you guys sitting near my house though, don't you have your own spot", then they both looked at me ,"What are you talking about, we were the one who was supposed to ask this question , cause this house in front of you is Creda's house, you are the stranger here, and this spot have always been our spot"...i was shocked, well it just have been days since i moved here with my uncle, and i really loved this spot which made me feel like it was just my spot, "where do you live though", Jake asked me, "Oh wait Mr Mark is your uncle right ? them it means that you and Creda are neighbors ", Creda looks like something struck her , which was kinda funny, "ohh so Creda since am new for your surrounding, ain't you gonna invite me for dinner?" Jake was angry ,"wow Jake cool don , are you scared that Creda will invite this hot to her house then he might take her?" i smiled at him, he then gave me a fake smile then looked at her "i know Creda will always be mine, so you are invited for dinner , it's not like she will ever leave me for you, you aren't her type anyways trust me" he said Creda then froze " wait what, no, i can't, i mean am not gonna invite him for dinner , that's so weird" her voice was breaking , well yeah she knows she can't resist me.....

"see, she scared of cheating too"..."Jake then stood , i trust her , and she won't fall for anyone like you, you are a stranger and she have liked me for lotta years , do you think she will ever make a mistake after getting what she wanted, so you are invited" he said then turned back to Creda, "Babe don't worry it's just a simple welcome dinner, so i won't bother, " then she agreed as she was licking the icecream and their was a lil left on her lips, as i was bout to wipe it off for her he kissed her, her eyes went wide , she didn't even kissed him back..."their was a cream on your lips, and wow , i might wanna eat mine putting on your lips, cause it's more delicious like that", he said and smiled, i swear i felt something in my heart , i was so mad and i don't even know why, but then i just smiled then "meet you on dinner, at 8 and here is my number "i said handing her a paper," and ciao Jake" i said and left , as i was walking home i was remembering how he kissed her and i was wishing if it could've been me but then my phone rang i was happy so i just picked it up and said, "i know you would've called but didn't taught you will call this soon, have he left yet?", i said and turned back, but they still were there and she wasn't on a phone too, i was shocked then checked who it was and it turned out to be my girlfriend , shit i was fucked up," ow now you are cheating on me?" she said and i was so mad that she could ever have the nerves to talk bout cheating, but to be honest this was the first time i physically cheat on her , but it didn't even felt wrong, "well , i haven't fucked your bestfriend at a party, or haven't used you for grades and haven't been hooking up with every girls in the school, shortly am not you"...then she was quiet , "what ?, are you surprised ?, or are you so ashamed?, or are you thinking bout some things to say so you can run from your mistakes?, well girl, it's over, i don't think i could ever handle your betrayals, i have been running from it for a while, but i wanna cut it off now, and don't call me again" i said, i don't even know how i got the confidence now, but it feels so good..."i don't know what to say", she said "yep like i thought", i said and hanged up , then i went home and went straight to my room, and was taking a rest on my bed but suddenly i slept.....

but then she suddenly come to my room and was calling my name trying to wake me up , as soon as i woke up i was so surprised to see her in my room," why were you acting like that in front of my boyfriend , well yeah i can't say no to you and you are hot but... but you know what fuck it all', she said and kissed me