Meant to be

Chapter 13

who is this girl? but then I heard his voice from behind " babe am sorry but am driving and she just picked the phone up" "why are you calling her babe?" the girl said , " I will call you back later , just after some minutes" he said and the phone hang up, why was she asking him why he called me babe, and why is he driving this late with a girl whom obviously doesn't know that he have a girlfriend? , I really wanna go to his home but I still don't have much energy to handle any more bad things I am just so worried about what Lola said , that is the thing I should be thinking of now, that it the most hard thing now I just went back home but I didn't know what to do, I wanted to talk to my mom but that was going to be so hard how was I going to tell her that I might have STD this is just so crazy, I really wanted to call Lucas but I know that I shouldn't he said he's going to call so I better wait for him but what if he's cheating well I barely met him even though we are in a relationship but I know him only for 3 days so it's so hard to tell that he's not cheating or that he is I just went to my bedroom and sat on my bed

"Lucas"

I'm so worried about Creda she might be thinking that I'm cheating on her it was so late and a girl picked up my phone and I say that I was going to call but I didn't so she might get worried or even think that I'm cheating on her well she passed through a breakup and the boy that she thought was a good one turned out to be a bad jerk so how was she going to trust me she barely knew me, I actually didn't have the time to call her too me and Tyler were preparing Linda's bedroom and Linda was actually acting so weird she was asking a lot about who the girl was and I told her that she was my girlfriend but she didn't believe me she told I was saying like that just to avoid her so I wanted to let them meet tomorrow at school and on the other hand Tyler was being so awkward I know he loved girls but this is too much he was just acting like a jerk thinking that this was so hot then we finished preparing the bedroom then I told her to get in and to prepare her stuff and then walked out but she hold my hand and Tyler was so confused , "Tyler can you give us a minute?" I told him and he walked out "what do you want now?" "you, I want you , and what girlfriend are you talking about , we broke up a day ago, well I admit that I wasn't a nice girlfriend , but I have changed now, and every person deserves other chance, so you need to give me other chance please, and stop acting like you have a girlfriend and just let's get back together " ugh she really was annoying so I just pulled my hand back and left her , I really have to call Creda this Linda girl is really driving me crazy , then I called her and she picked up " hello" her voice was tired but I was still angry cause of Linda, "Linda how you" "wait who is Linda " she said , shit I really wasn't thinking straight and I called her Linda, am so fucked up now

"am sorry babe I was so busy, a friend moved in our house from my state cause she got a scholarship to our school, and we were making her bed and he room to be nice ,me Tyler and Linda we three were doing it and not only me and her okay", am just making it look so weird , "how can a friend stay with you , whose idea was it, I mean doesn't she have any other place to stay in? " Creda's voice was really calm which was scaring me more, "it was my uncle's idea babe I knew nothing about it" , "ok why was she asking you why you called me babe, haven't you told her you have a girlfriend ?" "bae chill, we started relation today, she came today , so please chill, and don't put any bad ideas in your mind, she's just a friend and now she knows that I have a girlfriend too, and I will let you two meet tomorrow okay" I really was scared and am lying to her by saying she's just a friend but if I said that she is my ex, then it will all just be over with me and Creda obviously, and I haven't even told her about Leila , if she found out before I tell her then am fucked up for real, "why haven't you told me about Leila?" wait what, she knows? "what about Leila?" I was trying to act normal " I know that she is your ex, and you lied to me" oh shit she knows but I didn't lied , I just didn't know that she goes to this school and that she is Lola's sister " but I haven't lied to you , I have told you that I have been with some girls to forget my ex " but then Linda came behind me " ow you was so in love with me that you have been with a lotta girls, just to get me out of your mind?" "yeah " I said but I didn't knew that Creda was saying something for me too and by her reply after my "yeah" it was like I just answered a question she was asking me "then why did you lie to me saying am your first and how could you ruin my life like this, why haven't you at least used protection?, ugh don't talk to me again, I hate you" she cried and hang up, wait what was she even talking about, I gave her pill for birth control, what else is she afraid of ,I just can't understand what makes her worry , it's not like I have a disease or something , I haven't lied to her or have had any weird kind of past with her , I never even have kissed Leila , we just were dating for a while but one day went to a party then she was so drank and was acting so weird and I didn't like those kind of things , things after getting drank , so I just left her alone and went home, may be that was my biggest mistake cause after that night she was texting me some weird things like how I did this to her and how I just left her after I get into her pants, I never even have slept with her in the same bed nor even had kissed her, but that made me think like she was so drank that she ended up having sex with some other dude but he left her their that when she wakes up she just thought that she slept with me, I fell so bad for that now , I never thought of it this deep but it's like she have been raped at that night and she thinks that it was me who did it, and by the things Lola was saying earlier it was like Leila have passed through some rough time, oh what have I done, "are you even listening to me?" I woke up from my thoughts by Linda's screaming , she was talking so loud like she said a lot but I wasn't paying attention at all "just fuck off girl leave me alone and go to your bed, I wanna go to my girlfriend now" "are you for real about her, is she even real? a girl who can make you get over me and go to her in the middle of the night just cause you guys had a fight" , "well yeah I loved her in those few days more than I ever loved you after all the times we spent together, well not actually together cause you were for a lot of boys " "it's not my fault every one wanted me" "well every one wants cheap things you know.. easy to get" I said and left her with a dropped jaw , I wasn't feeling bad at all cause I really were telling the truth I just then walked out of the house and was about to knock the door but then I remembered the time it really was late so I needed to climb a throw her window, I struggled to climb but I finally made it and luckily her window wasn't locked , as I was to get it I saw her with a towel and her hair was still wet but she was talking alone and was walking around her bed , "how can he do this to me, and I think that my future is all just ruined now, I can't be sick" wait why will she even be sick, was their any problem "am young to have STD ugh am just gonna be like Leila, well not being rude am just telling the truth, but that doesn't matter he fucked me and now am infected , ugh my generation is just so fucked up that we fear pregnancy more than a life time disease " "are you saying that I have STD? what the fuck?" I said and she screamed , "what are you doing here?" she was so shocked and while she was coming to make me go back her towels untied but she hold it up, uh I can't stop staring at her body and her wet hair "why are you looking at me like that? stop!" she was funny but even cute and uh so hot "it's nothing I haven't seen before" I said "ugh just stop it please and just go away from me can you? " "just listen to me first , I don't have any sickness like why would you even think like that? and who said I fucked Leila , I never did" "ugh stop lying she told me you fucked her but then left her the next day, and you give her this stupid sickness too" "O God January 7, I went with a party with her, she got drunk and was acting so weird that made me leave her , I left her their and went back home , then I got those weird texts from her on the morning , she surely slept with another man and thought it was me " "what are you saying" "yeah I know I did the wrong thing but trust me I wasn't the one who fucked her , wait I think I have a little proof" then I pulled my phone and scrolled my snapchats to January 7 while we were on the part and how drank she was, well she was the one taking those videos too, but then I left after midnight and I have some shots of the way back home, well I don't usually take videos of the road but that was like my first time going out that late and I liked the aesthetic look so I was capturing everything till I reached home "o come on this won't be a proof what if you have gone back to the party ?" ugh "ok I didn't wanted to do this but look" I said and scrolled my messages way back to January and found a chat of the same night, I was sexting other girl after getting back home, o she's gonna hate me for this "are you kidding me, you left her their and you, I just can't believe this " she was right but still, I really was fucked up cause of Linda that I literally hated every girl "I know this is fucked up, but my ex fucked me up and I messed up you know" then for more proofs I showed her the texts Leila sent me the morning later, and she seemed to believe me but she still was so mad "well you are not infected" I laughed she calms down a little "why is she even obsessed with you this much" she said "ow well am so hot darling" "ow are you ?" she asked "well not more than you I said and pulled her by her waist then kissed her neck, God she smells so good "stop please " she said but I really can't leave her and go she was just looking so hot to be left , "make me" I said and hold her by her thighs and sat her on the corner of the bed then I kneeled down and started kissing her under thighs "L..u..c..a.sss" her voice starts to break "you want me to stop?" I said but she said nothing "I wasn't gonna stop even if you told me to I said then started going up