My husbands love life.

Awhile.

Ajzaira's POV.

1 month later.

It has been a month since the me running away from the mall incident happened and me and Amir poured our hearts out and moved on, many things changed after that we had finally fully packed and were ready to move out it was like Deeja Vu

For a month or so I hadn't cried

Not ever

I was always happy smiling and what not

My belly still wasn't visible but it was very different from before I could feel I was pregnant

I was more free with Amir , I could tell he was with me too

We became the couple we were from the start it felt amazing

We found a new house

It was a bit bigger that was the plan since we were having a family now it seemed acceptable.

But also stuff

Where happening

Ariah was coming to stay with us after all that had went down I was surprised when Amir mentioned it

That she could help me with needed chores and what not he didn't want any outsider to have to come and stay with us.

So she was to come stay with us

I didn't know for how long but I didn't really mind asking him.

I tried to not remember but I couldn't help remembering

When she was here and what had went down

Flashback

I ignored ariah going into my room with Amir.

I closed the door behind me

He was seated on the bed

I knelt down sitting below him I felt really bad Because I messed up

"I don't know how to start apologizing Amir."

He didn't answer me

"I never ever thought ariyah would leave with that man,"

He didn't answer again

"I understand why you're angry I'd be in the same situation if it were me."

"How? How ajzaira? You obviously don't know the value of siblings since you grew up alone, how would you know how I feel? You don't care about anyone but yourself huh?" He said not in a harsh way it would've been better if it was harsh then maybe I could say he didn't mean it completely

I understood what he was going through but this was too cruel

"I know you're angry so I'll understand you, since I met you I stopped caring for myself I care for you more than I  care for me, it just hurts me that you don't see that, but I understand you're mad so it's okay Amir, it's okay. I'm just sorry, so sorry, deeply sorry." I said as tears fell down my cheeks

My heart ached how the hell did we go from watching kwana casa'in to this? Life really is crazy.

"Your apologies aren't what I need, you just need to understand."

"What does that mean?" I asked raising my head up

he stood up and the belt was still in his hands

And my eyes widened is he going to?