Seeing nothing but black (bxb)

Chapter Two-Day Two

kakashi's: Pov

'What have i done..? why did i say those things i did not mean them; well i meant some of them at least but still...' i sighed feeling around my room with my hand and finding my bed i just threw myself onto it normally i wouldve closed my eyes and just sat in the darkness enjoying it but given my new condition i cant seem to escape this pitch blackness its trapped me within its grasp and i officially have fallen out of my self giving up before i can even continue on with my life 36 years old and not even a ninja anymore

and tsunade said it'll take more than 3 years to even find someone willing to donate compatibale eyes so until then my body continues to gather dust and wither away; "perhaps its better this way, that way I won't burden to anyone anymore" as the words left my mouth I felt a tinge of pain in my chest and then narutos words came back to my mind "dont give up yet...live" I shook my head perhaps he was right...however im not going to magically start believing that I can live like this he isnt going to change me not yet at least..;I heard three Knocks and straightened myself up just in time as the door opened I only assumed it was naruto

before I could speak he beat me to it "look I'm sorry about what I said but I meant it; im going to live here now my clones are expanding the house as we speak, so im your roomate for the remainder of my so called misson but, im here also as your student and.hopefully friend, if you'll accept it I mean after.the war I figured, we were but I was uncertain,"

I sat there for a moment.uncertain the sunny blond was always there for me and his teammates for when it counted and even when we were just around I already considered him a dear friend someone that rivaled gai but...could I allow him to know this?, he'd think of me foolish,

however he kept speaking " anyways sensei I'm here now and dinner while be ready within an hour, and im you eat because frankly Your skinnier than a tooth pick" with that last sentence he made his way to the door and my words left my mouth "thank you naruto,and I am going to attempt at this no promises but ill try...and You are a very dear friend to me don't ever doubt it..." I didn't get a reply as the door just shut I sighed again and thought 'for him ill give It my best'

I stood up wobbling around attempting to change as I was just in a white shirt my mask and some lounge pants I needed to look the part as well for naruto I said I'd try and as much as j
I preferred wallowing in my self Pity naruto wouldn't have it as I'm sure I'll learn he'd be as eccentric as ever,

Finding my normal clothes I put them on with medium difficulty the occasional grunt being made I think I accomplished it rather well or as good as I could I fumbled around as I refused to use that damn cane the hospital gave me, in a way you could say that was my way of fighting, or at least slight fighting;

I double checked my mask and made sure that it was even on and that it was covering my face least a little bit I found the door and opened
It and made my way down the hallway and smelled something rather grand it was, such a pleasant scent there was also something else naruto was humming... he sounded reallly nice I stepped forwards and bumped in to the tablestand I couldn't help but groan I heard the humming stop followed by a muffled gasp " sensei! What are you doing?"

He practically shouted and hurried over due to his footsteps being loud enough, I replied "getting dinner like you mentioned?" The reply I received was " I was going to bring it!" I sighed "naruto just.because look feel and am acting helpless doesnt mean I really am, I said im going to try "

'and that means moving forwards of course I still have my severe doubts, but as usual your attitude is making me have doubts everywhere im just becoming more unstable within my inner self is all' with that thought stored away I sat down at the table with his forced help,

he sat next to me setting down two plates and me a fork ..I could literally feel his shaking was he that scared about me eating? Then I remembered he must've realized what eating dinner entitled or he thinks entitled himself to 'should I be ass?' "sensei?" "Yes naruto?" 'Ah here it comes' "Can I.." I cut him off "no naruto there's a corner there I may be blind but my skills are still in effect as well my identity" 'looks like ass won'

I could only imagine the pout I heard him make followed by his rising and walking to the corner 'ah well at least he treats me normal' I pulled down my mask and began eating why the occasional no narutos dinner was silent until I heard a knocked code that literally said " I hate you" I was a bit surprised seeing as that language was made when he was 12 and Only three other people knew it me sakura and...well him ..I knocked back "I'm aware"

He knocked again "you really are attempting aren't you,?" I hesitated and knocked " I am your words gave me a little sliver of hope much like you said" after that he knocked the letters "T H A N K Y O U" I just chuckled maybe living with him won't be so bad

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~Bao