Bloody Desires

CVI

i stood up, fanning, to clear the smoke in the air

i ran towards the building, moving piles of wood and metal

my brothers ran up behind me, unsure of what to do

i took sharp inhales, fearing the worst

"you promised- forever, you promised me." i cried out, still moving wood and metal

looking for him

i uncovered a hand, buried under a pile of wood

"cain." i threw the material aside, unburying his face

his face was covered in blood, and his body was unconscious

i layed his head on my lap, checking his pulse

weak

"he has a pulse." i yelled, relieved

torrian ran up to him

lifting him, with the help of my other brothers, and placing him in the car

i jumped in the back with him

and my brother sped off in the distance

i looked at elena and milan, who were protected from the impact by the car

that's a relief

i looked back at cain, biting my lip to refrain from crying

i grabbed a medical kit, stored in the back seats for reasons like these

i cleaned his face, placing a gauze on his wounds

i held pressure on his abdomen

attempting to stop his heavily bleeding gash

i wiped away my tears, replacing gauzes he easily soaked through

"hurry up" i screamed at dante, going way over the speed limit

"i'm trying mia." he remained calm, but his heavy breathing indicated he felt differently

cain coughed ,and i whipped my head towards him

he was going in and out of consciousness, and his pulse was slowing down

the car came to a stop, and the hospital employees ran out to our car

placing him on a stretcher, and running inside the building

i ran behind them

i didn't care about the stares i was receiving

i didn't care about smelling like smoke

or having ashes all over me

i just wanted one thing

and that's for him to be okay

i tried to run into the operating room, when the nurse restricted my entry

"you cannot go any farther." she said

"plea- just let me see him, please i can-"

she pushed me back, shutting the operation doors behind her

"he is going to be okay." elena ran up to me

embracing me in her arms

i rested my head in her shoulder, crying as i wrapped my arms around her

she placed her hand on the back of my head, rubbing her hands in my hair

"i cant loose him elena."

"i know." she gently moved side to side

••

after 2 hours with no feedback, finally a nurse walked towards us

she took a deep breath, looking down at her clipboard

oh shit

"after sedation and a 40 minute surgery, his pulse is stable and he is doing well."

i tossed my head back, relieved with the news

tears running down the side of my face

"you may visit him, but, he may or may not have memory loss."

"-please do not become aggravated with him if he doesn't remember your face." she led us towards the room

cain forgetting all those memories we made together?

and our baby?

i sighed, walking inside of the room first

my brothers and elena giving, milan and i, space

he was awake, picking at his ivs

i ran up to him placing milan in his lap

and hugging him

i kissed his forehead, relieved seeing him alive and well

but he didn't respond

he just looked up at me, confusion wiped across his face

"is this my baby sister?" he looked down at his daughter

my heart wrenched

and tears immediately flooded my eyes

"baby, no, i'm joking." he looked up at me, pulling me in for a hug

"i'm sorry, that was mean." he tightly hugged me, kissing my cheek

"cain." i mewled

"hm?"

i wasn't even upset, i was just glad i could call
his name and get a reply

i kissed him

and not a ounce of lust lurked in the kiss

passion and love did

he looked down at milan, kissing her cheeks

and hugging her as well

the nurse knocked on the door, opening it

she smiled seeing him play with milan, crossing her arms

"he begged me to tell you he may have memory loss." she looked at me, lightly squeezing my arm

"i'm just happy he is okay." i looked over at him, playing with milan in his arms

she smiled, walking out of the door

"you're so beautiful; ashes are your style." he smiled, looking at me

"think so?" i posed, lightly smiling

"definitely"

A/N
sorry to play with y'all's emotions 🤣

but that's what this whole book does

Until Next Time My Loves 💗💗