Bottom dream~

"feelings...?"

No ship

Type:angst  with fluff at the end

Minecaft au, child dream
Warning: hurtful words, blood ... idk but this story is similar to what i felt so yeah i just want to get it out of my chest  so that's  why I'm  making this chapter

Summary: dream who was only 5 years old was afraid of the so called feelings  afraid  that other person will betrayed him if he loved one thing that's  why he hides his face with the mask he felt safe... no one can hurt him but what if that safe place was taken away from him?....

It hurts...

It hurts...

-Dream pov-

I know it's  my fault but it still hurts... is it actually  worth it?... i hid everything my age... my face... i bury the feelings... but why does it still hurts... is this because... i loved them?... no impossible... no... no the voices not again

*It's your fault*
*fat*
*you don't  deserve to live*
*why are you even here*
*why don't  you just die*
*useless*
*no one love you*
*they left you*
*wh-

No.... no its  not my fault  right..... right..... but... i only did it... so i won't  get hurt.... but why does it still hurts... i did nothing wrong... i just want peace... but i made them hate me?... i saw my mask as i get it and put it on my face... i felt safe... no one can know.... no one ever  know this feelings... i only need my last step... and it be the end... it won't  hurt anymore... i hope...

-3rd person pov-

Dream knows what death is that's why he didn't  want people  getting  attached towards him if he knows that very person is gonna cry because of his mistakes  or when he pass away he doesn't want anyone  to cry over him that's why when he was a child he makes a plan that make everyone his friends and slowly... make the hate him so that he wouldn't get attached to them but

He got attached towards the people  he thought  would never stayed like techno who stayed beside him... thats why he told techno everything slowly when techno is in prison  he trusted him as he was on his final plan...

But techno wouldn't let him do his final plan... tehno don't want to let him

-Techno pov-

As i got teleport into the base i started to plan everything .... as i know he is still young... younger than tommy... a 12 year old... how the f*ck did he hide it so well ..it's  that mask... something is wrong... in tha mask i need to get my hands on it... as i heard a foot steps  "techno? What are you doing i thought  i said rest and we can plan tomorrow" i heard phil said as he walk towards me "i can't  i need to get him out or... it be too late" i said as i plan more "what do you mean?" Phil said as he sat down "... he did it to push everyone  away from him... and i think it's  because  of that mask it's  like it's  cursed" i said as i open a book

I read until i reached a page about  a mask.... it look the same as what he is wearing