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Jennie's POV

I'm hugging my pillow and still don't go outside. I'm not in the mood, I feel my heart being crashed. I wiped my tears when I hear someone open my door.

"Jennie do you want to eat?" Nanny says and I didn't response

"Your parents are worried," Nanny says I feel her sweet voice comforting me

"I don't want to eat Nanny, I'll just go outside if I want," I say, she keeps visiting me and asking me to eat

"You sure? I'll bring food here" she says and I sighed

"No Nanny, I'm fine," I say and I heard her sighed

"Just go downstairs if you want to eat, tell me what you want to eat I'll cook it," she says and I didn't respond, she closed my door. I feel being alone again.

I hugged my pillow while the blanket is covering me. I roamed my eyes and I saw the Pink Monkey sitting on my couch, it's from Lisa. I stand up and I turn around the monkey. I didn't come out of my room for almost 3 days, Nanny just brings some food for me even I say that she doesn't need to do that.

I look at my face in the mirror and I sat on the chair. I saw my eyes being swollen eyes. I touch my face and my hand slowly touch the necklace that Lisa gave me. I open the heart pendant and I saw our picture on it that makes me cry again.

Flashback...

"Abort it if you want us to continue," she says which makes me lose on temper. I keep asking her why she can't accept it but she keeps refusing to answer.

"That's fucking bullshit" I slap her again, she received many slaps for me and she deserves more

"Jennie, I want to enjoy my life," she says and I want to choke her to death

"Enjoy your life? Lisa, you should think of that in the first place before fucking me multi times without any protection!" I yelled at her and her face is getting red because of my slaps

"I thought you're drinking some pills?" She ask and I clenched my jaw

"You want me to do it? Lisa, I'm fucking doing my medication then you want me to take some pills, are you out of your mind! Take the responsibility, Lisa!" I pushed her on the wall and she just keep holding my hand

"Jen, please abort it," she says and I started punching her face

"Fuck you! Where the hell is your balls now!? You fucking scared of your responsibility!?" She keeps defending herself on my punch. She started hugging me, I want to go out of her hug but she was too strong.

"Get out" I whisper, I'm tired of already hurting her. My body doesn't have energy already

"Jennie" I heard her sobbing

"Get out Lisa, I'm done with this," I say and started pushing her but I don't have the energy to push her aggressively

"I don't want to see you, heard you, even feel your presence," I say and she started cupping my face. She's crying.

"Baby," she says and I shake my head

"If you can't take your responsibility, that's the one reason to end this," I say and I remove her hand

"Jennie no," she says and I shake my head

"Lisa, life is not only for enjoyment, but you also need to face the responsibility and the consequences of the enjoyment," I say and she's started kneeling in front of me while holding my hand