|41| im sorry

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I've never met a strong
person with an easy past.

~Atticus

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                                       ~Atticus                                 ______________

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Waking up the next morning exhaustion hits me worse than usual,

I can't quite decipher if it's because Aaron isn't sleeping beside me anymore or because of my heart,

I'm guessing it's a mix of both,

Spending the first night in my new place felt weird,

It was like a big piece of me was missing,

That big piece was the man who helps me sleep at night just by being beside me,

It's stupid of me to hurt thinking about us not being together anymore when I'm the one who will end it, but I can't help it,

I already miss him and were still together,

God, I hope he will be okay, I hope he doesn't hate me,

I check the time to see its 6 am

"Shit" I mutter scrambling my way out of bed

I have like ten minutes to get ready and be at the office with Aarons coffee

I usually wake up earlier but I kept tossing and turning all night long,

I get way more tired because of my heart failure so the fact I got no sleep sucks because now I'll be walking around like a zombie all-day

I check my phone to see a text from Aaron,

My moon: Good morning sunshine, how was the first night at your new place?

I smile a little at my phone,

I love when Aaron checks up on me but each time I see his name I feel more guilty for keeping my heart failure from him,

'Good morning, It was alright, a tiny bit weird but I'll get used to it

I decided to lie a little, I don't want him worrying about me and that I didn't get A lot of sleep

I quickly go get ready for work,

I get our coffees and see that I'm a couple of minutes late

Whoops...hopefully he doesn't notice I'm late

He despises it when people aren't on time

I quickly put my coffee in my office and notice two big beautiful bouquets,

I see a little note on one of them and immediately know its from Aaron

He always leaves cute little notes on his flowers

~To my sunshine

Don't give everyone your smile, only give it when you truly feel happy. When I see you smile I only want it to be of true joy, I love you my gorgeous

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