Diana's Pov:
It's been a few weeks now and Varco and I are having alot more fights recently...
We're trying to work on it but we're failing most of the time
He said we should try taking things a little slower, I'm getting scared now and it's eating my soul up because I know I'm losing him a little by little day by day
I'm trying my best to not fight with him atleast but my stupid anger issues always get in the way
I asked him if I still have a chance to atleast build this relationship properly and build our future together, he said "I wouldn't still be here by your side if you weren't the only girl I want something special in the future with"
My heart fuckin melted.
My eyes poured out a fuckin ocean.
I...I can't begin to explain what I truly feel for this boy, it's like no matter what I fuckin do and no matter how much I try, I'll always want him to myself, I'll always be selfish
Because I fuckin love him, I love him so damn much
I can't see myself marrying another person when I'm older, or having kids with someone else
It shatters my heart just thinking about the day he won't belong to me
I...I know I won't be able to replace him, ever!
He has this permanent part in my heart no one else ever could have
He gave my heart a home, to me he's not a boyfriend, he's more then family, better then a best friend and closer then a boyfriend
Varco's Pov:
I've finally decided to let Diana go, well not completely because my heart just doesn't wanna budge!
I decided to take things a little slower and allow her to possible correct her mistakes
I can't seem to unlove her, but I wanna show her that I want her and I'll choose her without a second thought even on the days we face problems
I need her to understand that I'm never gonna leave her
I've already left her halfway, and if it's best for us both I'll let go of her completely one day
But she should know that my heart will always belong to her
I really hope that one day if things end, fate will bring us back together, because honestly my life is nothing without this girl!
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Diana's Pov:
It's been a week and uhmm things have been super shaky between Varco and I
We've gotten to the point where we don't even sort out the issues anymore, we just ignore each other </3
Right now we ain't even speaking, and it's only because he's told me that he's uhh talking to one of his ex's and well uhmm he told her that things are complicated with him and I
Ok right, BREATHE DIANA BREATHE!
I-
My heart is shattering, my eyes are pouring and I can't fuckin breathe
Idk I'm... I'm scared he's gonna leave me and uhmm what does complicated mean?!
I love him, I fuckin love him more then life itself, and he loves me too, things are a little shaky but but! We're gonna fuckin work it out like we always do
We're still together! Well I hope so...
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I decided to stay offline for a while so he can calm down and we can talk things out afterwards, I was a bit angry and I might have said a few rude things and ignored him aswell, I wanna apologise and try to fix things
*20-25 minutes later
I went online and uhh, he broke up with me...
He said he's been considering it for a while now, and he just can't handle me anymore
Bro I>>>>
Idk, I just fuckin don't know
I hate myself mahnn fuck it! I dont know how to fix this and I know I'll never be able to move on either
Jesus this fuckin hurts.
Authors note:
Guys I'm sorry for the slow updates, I just take some time processing a few things when it comes to this story, and I've been going through alot lately so I'm sorry again for the inconvenience
But thanks for all the support
I love youu guys <3
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