Set Fire To The Reigns

Chapter 6

"What? No"

"I don't want to hold Roman back from being happy. I'm obviously not making him happy. I never could"

"Oh....."

"I should be going......" I'm sure Seth doesn't want to hear my bullshit

"No. Stay" Seth said in kind of an urgent tone

"OK.... I'm just"-(gco)

Seth kissed me. I had a moment of shock where I just froze up. Seth is kissing me again. We were just talking! I snapped out of it and pulled back

"I'm sorry...." Seth said

"It's OK"

"Maybe you should go....."

"Yea....."

"I really like you,.....but this is obviously wrong. Roman is my best friend. I wouldn't want to ruin your relationship. Although I believe I could make you happier. I'm sorry for kissing you"

I nodded "I hope this won't affect our friendship"

"Definitely not"

I kissed Seth's cheek "I'll"-(gco)

Seth kissed me again. This time, with tongue. He pushed me back on the couch and crawled on top of me. I kissed back?...... Whoa. Seth kissed my neck

"Mmm... We can't. Oh god, we shouldn't..... Seth...." I was begging Seth's tongue for mercy

Seth didn't stop. I squeezed my legs together. I pushed Seth back and stood up

Seth's eyes widened "Oh no. I shouldn't have done that. Serena, I'm sorry"

"Goodnight"

I rushed to my room. My heart was pounding. Seth really just did that? Bruhh..... As I walked into my hotel room, I began thinking about what I talked about with Seth. Should I divorce Roman? Wait, why would I even ask myself that? Why am I even having thoughts like that?! I saw Roman on the balcony. Maybe I should talk to him

I stood behind Roman "What are you doing?....."

"Thinking"

"We should talk....."

"Oh, now you want to talk"

I don't like his fucking tone "Well I'm SORRY if talking about what happened is SO HARD for me"

Roman sighed and turned around "I'm sorry for my tone" Roman sat down on a chair and pulled me onto his lap. "Let's talk....."

"Do you still love me"

"Of course I do. I'll never stop. Why would you ask that"

"I haven't.....been so nice to you. I mean, you're my husband. I don't want you to take anything the wrong way"

"I won't. I completely understand why. What..... What did he do to you?...."

My lip quivered "He...."

"Baby, I'm so sorry...." Roman held me tighter after I told him everything
"Don't let go.......of me ever again....."

"I wont. I promise" Roman kissed my forehead

Roman and I laid in bed, facing each other. His eyes were slowly closing. I gotta know now

"Do I make you happy?....." I mumbled

Roman opened his eyes again "Yes. Why would"-(gco)

"I feel like I'm not making you happy. I'm holding you back from happiness. From now on, I know I can't make you happy because of what happened to me..... In the back of my mind, I know what happened is going to affect me and the way I am towards you. I want you to be happy and I'm not going be able to give you that. I'm obviously really fucked up. Maybe you should get back with Nikki. It's"-(gco)