of sweet boys, deadly boys, and callous, callous society who simply loves a good tragedy a little too much because,
NOT EVERYONE WHO DESERVES A HAPPY ENDING GETS ONE AND THAT'S JUST HOW THE WORLD WORKS SOMETIMES.
_ 'cause, boy, don't you know!
god sees all. all the lingering gazes that end up where they should not be. the countless nights spent on the bed of guilt and pleasure. the way your eyes trace the dips and hollows of collarbones of the people not meant for you, of the boys not meant for you. the permanent blush affixed to your face when you talk to other boys. nothing you do goes unnoticed, and you sin like it's your religion.
and He knows all. he knows your depraved thoughts of the passing men in the street you take fancy too and what you do at night under the wretched cover of darkness. he sees your mind, feels your fantasies, notices how you've never once strayed towards the fairer sex, the intended sex. he observes and learns that you have broken the sacred rules of love and sexuality, 'cause,
boy did you think you could hide what you are in the house of god?! He gifts you with life and this is how you repay Him— disregarding His rules and besmirching his name with your filthy thoughts?
well, He never promised a good life for those who sin!
_ playlist chance with you - mehro if i get to meet you - benee boys - hippo campus washing machine heart - mitski a little while - benee jigsaw - conan flawless - the nbhd • interlude • the story - conan cu - benee everybody's watching me - the nbhd
tw sexual references. homophobia. mentions rape. read tags. this is your only warning. exercise dignity; do not steal my work.
disclaimer i have no tolerance for disrespect, so if you dislike the subject matter then don't read the book.
