Five Stars

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I woke up that i'm already here at hospital.

Sobrang sakit ng ulo ko at hindi maayos ang paningin ko.

Naiyak ako ng maalala ko na buntis ako, inalala ko ang anak ko.

"N-no...N-no!!!." I scream.

The doctors and nurses came in because i shout.

"Ma'am...Ma'am calm down okay??." They told me.

"Doc!, Doc ang baby ko please." Umiiyak kong sabi.

"Don't worry ma'am, your baby is safe okay?." Pagpapakalma nila sa'kin.

Napapikit ako sa tuwa ng malaman na nandito pa siya.

"D-did my husband knows about it?." I asked them.

"Yes...We made a test kanina and definitely he heard about that...you're a pregnant 5 months Mrs.Araneta." The doctor said.

"Please..." I said.

"Ma'am?." They asked.

"Please...tell him na hindi naka-survive ang bata sa aksidente...please tell him that the baby is dead...please." pagmamakaawa ko.

Hindi ko alam ang bawat hakbang na ginagawa ko, all i know is that i am mad.

"A-are you serious ma'am?."

"Yes...please for a sake of our safety." Sabi ko sabay na pumikit.

"S-sure..." Nagaalangan nilang sabi sabay na nagpaalam na lalabas muna sila.

Hindi ko inakala na hahantong kami sa ganito, Hindi kami ganito.

.....

After an half hour, Greggy enter this room.

It's just sad that  i can't feel the excitement anymore around him.

"Love." His low voice.

I didn't look up at him and even talk.

"Love talk to me...Please be honest." He said.

Wow, Coming from him?. Be honest???, Seriously?.

"Tell me honestly....A-are you pregnant?." He asked.

I don't know how would i react..

"N-no." Maikli kong sagot.

"That's not true, i heard them!. You're almost 5 months pregnant Irene, please..." sabay na napaso siya sa noo.

I don't want to do this but i don't want to break my own heart too..

"Love, please..." Pagmamakaawa niya.

"Hindi nga!, Kasi wala na!...Wala na 'yung bata Greggy!." And my tears starts to fall down and my voice cracks.

This is so hard.

Nakita ko ang sakit at gulat sa kaniya.

"w-what?." Taka niyang tanong.

"Hindi ka ba nakakaintindi?!, Wala na Greggy!...Nawala siya sa aksidente!!." Sabi ko ng umiiyak sa harap niya.

I still can't believe that he cheated.

"F-fuck it!!!." Sigaw niya sa loob at pinagsususuntok ang pader.

Nasasaktan ako sa nakikita ko, hindi ko kaya ang ganito.

"Irene---." Si ate na kakarating lang at natahimik ng makitang naiyak kami pareho ni Greggy.

"I-irene...are you okay?!, Anong nang-yari sa inyo?!." Tarantang tanong ni ate at tumakbo palapit sa'kin.

"I-I want you to leave this room, Greggy." Sabi ko ng hindi nakatingin sa kaniya.