Five Stars

14

We're now here at the Airplane.

Na kay Lara si Luis and Alfonso ay nasa akin naman.

"Mommy..daddy?." He's innocent, Alfonso Asked me while playing with his toys.

I don't know what to say, naiiyak ako.

They are too young for this.

"Mommy...where we going po?." He asked again.

"Uhm..Are you hungry ba baby?." pag-iiba ko ng usapan.

i'm really sorry anak that mommy need to do this, i'm sorry na kayo ang pinaka naiipit dito.

Mommy have no choice anak.

"Mommy, i want bread po with jam." He said.

"Okay, wait lang ha." i said ang he nodded.

The staff gave us a bread with Jam and i give it to Alfonso.

He's eating silently.

Nung naubos niya na ang tinapay na kinakain niya, he said that he is sleepy.

Pinahiga ko siya on my lap and he starts to sleep.

.....

After a long flight, we are finally here.

At gabi na rin dito ngayon.

I miss being here.

"Mommy, cold." sabi ni Alfonso.

I gave him his Jacket and I also put a jacket on Luis.

"Finally!!!, Andito na tayo!." Excited na si Lara.

I hope i'm excited too.

Sumakay kami sa sasakyan ng isa pang byahe para makarating sa bahay nila.

"Mommy where we going na po?" he asked again.

"to your ninang Lara's house 'nak." i answered.

"ohh, Daddy is there na po?." He asked.

"No baby...Actually si daddy.." Natahimik ako hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko.

"He needs to work kasi...so we need to move para maka pag work siya." And i smiled.

"Matagal po?." He asked again.

Luis is sleeping with Lara.

"Uhh...A little." i answered again.

He just smiled at me a little at tinuon sa tablet niya ang pansin.

"oh!, mama mama! Tata is calling!." sumisigaw na si Alfonso.

I end up the call in his tablet and i texted ate that we are still in our byahe at wala pa sa bahay.

"Okay, Call me when you're there. may ibabalita ako sa'yo, about Greggy." She said.

Napatingin ako sa bintana habang naandar ang sasakyan, sobrang hirap tanggapin.

.....

"Mommy we're here!." Alfonso shout pagpasok namin sa bahay.

"okay careful, go upstairs." i said.

Luis is still sleeping, baka bukas na din 'to magising dahil gabi na nga dito.

Inakyat siya ni Lara at sumunod ako.

I got surprised when i saw our picture here in her room.

Lara, Me, Clark and Shaina.

"Wow, our batchmates picture huh." i said.

"yeah, kapag kasi napunta ako dito namimiss ko kayo. ewan ko ba ayaw niyo naman kasi magtravel." sabi niya sabay na tumaray ng bahagya.

"mommy, i want to sleep." Sabi ni Alfonso sabay na humikab.

i change his clothes muna before i put him in bed.

"I'm just gonna get drinks." Lara said sabay na bumaba.

Her house is actually good, it's kinda big kahit mag-isa lang naman siya dito or i don't know maybe she also have friends here.

As far as i know her mommy is working in taiwan and her daddy has his own family. it's so sad.

Tinitingnan ko lang ang mga anak kong natutulog.

They're peacefully sleeping without knowing na hindi kami ayos ng daddy nila that's why we're here.

"Irene." It's Lara.

"Tara sa mesa." She said.

Umupo kami pareho at uminom kami ng tinimpla niyang inumin.

"Are you okay?." she asked.

Ayoko talaga ng tinatanong ako ng ganyan.

I did not talk pero umiling ako.

I suddenly closed my eyes so heavy.

"'wag mo munang isipin 'yon, okay?. Unahin mo muna ang mga anak mo." She said.

"I- I don't know." and i laugh sarcastically.

"Nag-kulang ba'ko sa kaniya?..." Sabay na tumulo ang mga luha ko.

Nilapit niya ang upuan niya sa tabi ko para tabihan ako sinandal ang ulo niya sa balikat ko.

"Ofcourse not." She said.

"Then why...He cheated on me." i'm crying.

The sad part here is i'm crying so silent that makes me heart so hurt.

"I trusted him the most." i said in my low voice.

"I trusted him..I loved him.." I said.

"W-why he chose the thing that we will makes our family broke." I said too.

"Hindi niya na inisip na may mga anak kami." Tuluy-tuloy na sabi ko.

"Boys will be boys talaga." Lara said.

and wipes my tears, oo nga pala he's boyfriend cheated too.

"Oo nga pala, ba't nagda-drama ako pareho pala tayo." and we laugh a little.

"It's okay, ilabas mo lang. Mas mabigat 'yung iyo." She said and he hugs my waist.

"...We promise each other...Alam mo'yon, nagawa niya akong pag-bintangan kay Jake pero siya pala 'tong may babae...And he also wants me to leave that work." I said.

"Even me, i didn't expect this so well." Shaina replied.

"yeah...Aalis naman ako sa kumpanya na 'yon, para hindi siya mag-isip ng kung anu-ano para hindi siya mag-overthink...it's just hurt me so bad that he couldn't trusted me the way i trusted him."

"I hope he can understand why i'm doing this." I said and i look up the sky.

T-There's a five star.

I imagine that, that's me..Greggy, Alfonso, Luis and also the baby in my tummy.

I miss him.

"I know he will." Lara replied.

"Just take a rest and took a deep breath, kaya na'tin 'to...Mahirap na solving nga sa mathematics kaya na'tin." She said.

I laugh, Pinapagaan niya ang loob ko.

Sobrang swerte ko sa kaniya, sa kanila.

"Let's sleep na, tomorrow igala na'tin 'yung dalawa." she said sabay na tumayo at tumabi sa dalawang bata.

"okay, i'm gonna text ate first lang then matutulog na din ako." i said.

i texted ate imee sabay na humiga ako, nasa gitna namin ni Lara ang dalawang bata sabay na natulog na din ako.

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