Rudra's feelings

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Rudraksh came and held her hand.

Rudra:tum thik ho na Preesha

Preesha looked at his hand.it was bleeding.

Preesha:tumhe chot lagi hai chalo mere sath first aid karni hogi.

She took him inside the college where she did his first aid.

Rudraksh:Preesha tum thik ho na?

Mujhe andar se kuch galat feelings a rahi thi isliye maine us ladki ko jane ke liye keh diya tha

 aur tumhare sath jane ke liye a raha tha...aur dekho kya ho gaya mujhe tumhe akela nahi chodna chahiye tha...

Preesha was not saying anything.

Rudraksh:Preesha tum kuch bol kyu nahi rahi ho?maine kuch galat kiya kya?

Preesha:tumne unse vo kyu bola?

Rudraksh:kya?

Preesha stares at him.

Rudraksh remembers what he told them in anger.

Now he was feeling awkward.

Preesha was scolding him.

Preesha:bolo kyu bola aisa ?

Kyu bola ki main tumhari girlfriend hu?

Hum dono jante hai esa kuch nahi hai. Mai tumhari girlfriend nahi hu.

Rudraksh:to banjao

Preesha:kya

Rudraksh:dekho Preesha I am sorry maine unse aisa kaha mujhe esa nahi karna chahiye tha par us samay mai bohot gusse mein tha aur vo sab maine tumhe protect karne ke liye kiya.

He came and cupped her face.

She closed her eyes.

Rudraksh:mujhe apni feelings express karna nahi ata par sach yeh hi hai ki main tumko bohot pasand karta hu

I... like you

Aur yeh abhi se nahi bohot pehle se.

Main humesha tumhare sath hi rehna chahta hu.tumse baatein karna chahta hu tumhein dekhna chahta hu tumhare sath hasna chahta hu aur tumhare sath hi rona chahta hu.

Sirf tum hi ho jiske samne main apne aap ko khul kar express kar sakta hu.

Pehle apni feelings accept nahi kar pa raha tha aur ab chupa nahi pa raha hu.

Main bas tumko ko khone se darrta hu.

Mujhe lagta tha ki agar main apne dil ki baat tumko bata dunga to shayad tum gussa ho jaogi aur mujhe chod ke chali jaogi.

Preesha tum apni feelings ke bare mein shanti se sochna.

Agar tum mere liye kuch feel nahi karti ho to koi baat nahi humare beech sab same rahega.

Hum dono lovers ke tarah nahi par dost ki tarah to reh hi sakte hai na.

Please Preesha tumhara decision chahe kuch bhi ho par humari dosti mat todna.

Preesha:Rudra late ho raha hai hume ghar chalna chahiye.

Rudraksh with upset face : hmm chalo main tumhe drop kar deta hu.

They did'nt talk in the car.

Preesha  looked at him and then quickly turned her face she was not facing him.

Rudraksh in mind:kahi maine usko sab batake galat to nahi kar diya.

The car stopped at Preesha's home.

Preesha didn't tell him bye before leaving.

Rudraksh got upset and was going to leave but...

Preesha:Rudra tumhara wound gehra tha to kuch der baad fir se patti kar lena.

Rudraksh smiled.

Rudraksh:hmm...ab chalta hu tum apna khyal rakhna.

Rudraksh turned.

Preesha:ruko

Rudraksh:kuch kehna hai?

Preesha:vo..sab itna suddenly hua to mai kuch decide nahi kar pa rahi so...mujhe...vo

Rudraksh:Preesha jo mann hai bolo hichkichao mat

Preesha:Rudra mujhe apni feelings decide karne mein thoda time lagega.

Rudraksh:hmm main wait karunga.

They smiled at each other.

Rudraksh:good bye

Preesha:bye

That night Preesha was not able to sleep.she kept thinking about him.

About the time she spent with Rudraksh.

she remembered how furious and possesive he became when those eve teasers were troubling her.

She was not able to admit her feelings.

Next day Preesha was feeling awkward sitting beside Rudraksh.

They didn't talk much apart from studies.

During break Preesha went to Maya.

Preesha :Maya sun mujhe tujhe kuch batana hai...par tu yeh sun kar chilana mat.

Maya:aisi kya baat hai.

Preesha:Rudra mujhse Pyaar karta hai.

Will Preesha accept her feelings?

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