I feel like things are settling
Like finally I'm mending
For a while I was pending
Pain all jumbled up with ending
Lost at sea with all my flags up & waving
Drowning and breaking
When Michael died I felt the earth quaking
Like stormy skies were all I was able
Missing gardens & green gables
Wishing for the times when I felt more stable
God gives children
And sometimes he takes them
It's all part of some mysterious equation
One I think is all made up of daydreams
Throws me back to the time I wished Michael no more suffering
What if it was that prayer God was answering?
I was never specific in my asking
I asked only that things be ok for him
And now look at this
He sleeps in eternal bliss
One slumber from that forever goodbye kiss
He would choose that we never miss him
He wants us to spend all our time living
Loving and giving
Playing hard and laughing
Every single day unmasking
More of what he wanted life to be
When I swing high I feel him living through me
YOU ARE READING
This is my truth
Non-FictionMy life has been an intense journey from a little girl who was beaten down and abused into believing that she was worthless, to a woman at 43 years of age who is still desperately searching for who she truly is. I found her though. I did. And she wr...
