tw: contains suicide and is just overall really depressing. please read with caution. based roughly off the song above.
//josh's POV//
I've dug two graves for us, my dear
you promised me we'd grow old together. forever until the end. i didn't think you'd go this soon.
Can't pretend that I was perfect, leaving you in fear
i know i wasn't perfect. i left you alone. i'm sorry. caught up in work, i forgot to love you.
Oh man, what a world, the things I hear
our friends told me you were sad. suicidal. hurting. you wanted a divorce. i wasn't being the good husband i promised to be.
If I could act on my revenge, then, oh, would I?
i wish i could turn back the clock. i wish i would've put you before everything else. i promised that. i broke that.
Some kill, some steal, some break your heart
i killed you from neglect. i stole your love and didn't return it. i broke your heart, and for what cost.
And you thought that I would let it go and let you walk
you thought that i was better off without you. you believed you deserved to die. i wasn't there to tell you otherwise.
Well, broken hearts break bones, so break up fast
i saw your lifeless body on our bathroom floor. blood. tears. broken. it's my fault. i should be the one dead.
And I don't wanna let it go, so in my grave I'll rot
it's my fault. i loved you tyler. i love you still tyler. i lost you. now i suffer for my actions. an eternity of guilt. this life is my grave as i rot away.
when you died, so did i. i'm sorry tyler, i love you.
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sad chapter. sorry i was feeling angsty. srry i've been gone but i'm back woo.
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Fanfictionfinally sitting down to write down the joshler scenarios i've had stuck in my head since 2014. each chapter will give any warnings. will contain: smut, fluff, a little angst, trans characters, mpreg, gender bends and more cause i was an edgy asf ki...
