~ 𝘎𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯 𝘐𝘮𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘹 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 ~

~ Jean x M!Reader with sad past ~

warning/trigger: death of sibling, reader breaking down, angst to fluff, reader feeling guilty for the death of their sibling,a bit gorey?

a/n : i don't think from now on i will also add some end notes since i don't really consider them necesary 🤷 also those will be headcanons !! ^^

•Okay so one day while you were talking with your girlfriend,Jean she asked you if you had any dear family members like a sister or so
•And then...you remembered the traumatizing death of your oh so lovely sister
•She was so kind with everyone around her...the both of you would eventually fight but thats what siblings do, right...?
•Without even noticing,at this point tears started to form and threatend to fall
•Jean immediately noticed this and reassured you it's fine if you don't wanna talk about it
•You told her it's fine and told her exactly what you saw the day your sister has faded away...
•It was a fine day in Monstandt,instead of listening to your parents that told you to NOT leave the city,you and your sister did not listen and started your way through Springvale
•The warm breeze ran around you,it felt almost like it ran through your skin
In the distance you could see a group of hilichurls sleeping.
•Your sister suggested that you two could go take a closer look at them and maybe befriend them
•As her older brother,you told her that it's too dangerous and its not the brightest idea
•She just got mad and ran to the hilichurl tribe
•You yelled for her but she pretended to not hear you
•Just as she approached the biggest hilichurl,the metachurl awakened to see your sister trying to get close to their tribe
•The metachurl takes this as a threat and ran towards your sister
•She thought that the metachurl might wanna befriend her so all she did was smile
•You tried to run as faster as you could to save your sister but it was too late...
•She already got stabbed in the stomach by the metachurls axe
She was fully covered in blood
•All you could do was stare and begin to sob
•You felt so quilty for not running earlier to save her
•All you could do was let out a scream that sounded more like a whisper
•It was just too much...
•After Jean heard all of this,she felt extremely bad for even asking you about such subject
•She got up from her seat and hugged your crying figure
•You returned the hug and cried even more
•She told you that she will always be by your side no matter what and that she will never leave you
•You felt reassured by her comforting words and eventually fell asleep
•She just smiled...