A Piece of poetry

Out of my mind

I broke all the mirrors in the house,
Not to see your reflection in my eyes.
But it's getting harder.
You were my first lover.

I'm sitting in the corner of my room.
And I know that I still should
Erase your image from my mind.
But it's always so hard to start.

It's hot outside, but cold inside.
I'm trying to warm up with a glass of wine.
Jacket on my body, hood on my head.
And there's no turning back.

Full of regrets. My life's picture is blurred.
Try to forget. But it burns even more.
All thoughts are mixed. And I'm smiling.
I'm out of my mind, my darling.