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3rd person's pov:

Lee seokmin and Hong jisoo have been friends since they were in middle school. They have a group of friends called seventeen. They're not only friends but they're like brothers. They all are with each other in ups and downs and support each other no matter what. But for Seokmin.. Jisoo was not like his brother.. or just friend. He thought of him more than just friends. He liked Jisoo for a long time but didn't had the courage to tell him. No one in his friends group or family knows that Seokmin is gay. He was scared to tell everyone. He was scared he would be judged. He was scared his parents would get mad and disown him. He was scared his friends will not accept him and leave him. He didn't wanted to lose his parents or friends. He got to know about his feelings for Jisoo when they passed their middle school.

Lee Seokmin's pov:

I'm currently at my school waiting for all of this to finish fast. It's our graduation day today. We are finally graduating our middle school and we'll go to high school soon. I was waiting for my friend Jisoo who is i don't where. He said he went to meet someone and will come soon. Suddenly I felt someone sit next to me i looked at my side and saw Jisoo. I smiled at him but it suddenly faded away when I saw a girl beside him. "Hey seokmin.. this is Song Hana. She's in my class remember i told you about her one day?" He said with a bright smile on his face. I don't know but i felt something weird. 'There's no way I'm jealous right? I mean why would I be jealous' I thought. I nodded my head at him. Hana extended her hand to shake my hands "Hello Seokmin. It's nice to meet you! I hope we get along. Jisoo always talked about you!" She said. I accepted her hand and shook it and smiled at her. Then I quickly looked away. I told Jisoo that I'm going to washroom and went away from there. When I reached at bathroom i leaned against a wall and put my hand on my chest. "Why am I felling like this? Why does my heart hurt when I saw them together...? Why am I feeling jealous? " I mumbled. I started recalling all the moments with Jisoo. We had two classes together and whenever teacher was absent Jisoo would just take a nap. I remembered one day our teacher was absent and he was taking a nap, but while sleeping he put his head on my shoulder without noticing. And I felt my heart beating fast. I didn't know why I felt like this so i shrugged it off. But whenever I was with Jisoo i would always feel my heart beating fast. I suddey felt water droplets on my cheeks and i put my hand there and saw that I was crying. I don't even know why I'm crying. I'm having mixed emotions. Then I suddey started thinking about Jisoo and felt my heart beating fast again. That's when I thought. "Do I... Like Jisoo?" I mumbled. I always thought I was bisexual because I would always get attracted to boys too. But now I think its true.

Hong Jisoo's pov:

Me and Hana were talking and i suddenly noticed that Seokmin was still not back. I was getting worried so i told Hana that I would just go and check up on him to see if he's okay. He's been acting weird since morning i don't know why. I opened the door of the bathroom and saw that Seokmin was washing his face. He saw me and smiled and came to me. "Are you ok? You took so long to come back so I came to check up on you" i said. He chuckled "I'm okay don't worry i just met some of my classmates and we were talking" he said. I felt like he was hiding something but shrugged it off and we both went back to auditorium.  We both sat down and i started talking to Hana. I would talk to Seokmin in between but he would just answer me in short sentences or without looking at me. It was weird because he would always answer me anything i would ask him. The graduation ceremony (a/n : I don't know what it's called so if anyone knows let me know in the comments and I'll correct it) was finally over and we were on our way to home. Before going back I told Seokmin to come meet at our groups (svt) meeting spot.

Lee Seokmin's pov:

When Jisoo told me to meet at our groups (svt) meeting spot i was confused at why he suddey asked us to be there. I went home and got freshen up and laid down on my bed. I sighed and started thinking about what happened earlier. I was thinking whether I should tell the guys or not. I couldn't tell my parents because they were strictly against it. They don't like homosexual people. I remember one time we were watching a movie and a scene came up where the characters were homosexual and they quickly turned off the TV and told me to not watch things like that and ignore it and said few more things. And bout the guys.. i don't know how to tell them. I don't know how they would react... What if they will not support me? What if they'll leave me if they find out? All these what ifs questions were coming in my mind. To distract myself i started scrolling through instagram on my phone. I didn't notice how time passed. When I checked the time i saw it was already 4 pm and i went to get ready to go to our meeting spot. I told my parents that I'm going to meet the guys. And put my earphones in my ear and started walking. It wasn't that far so i would always walk there. I reached there and saw everyone was there except Jisoo. Oh wait i forgot to tell you. Seungcheol, Jeonghan, Soonyoung, Jihoon, Junhui, Mingyu and Wonwoo were a year older than me. And Seungkwan, Minghao, Chan, Hansol, Jisoo and me were same age. But me and jisoo were in the same school and the others were in different. And the older members were in the same school together. We all met in a dance competition during a cultural festival and became friends. I greeted them and sat down. "We all are here and the who called us isn't here yet. Where is he and why did he called us all suddenly?" Seungkwan said while rolling his eyes. "Oii Seokmin! Did he tell you why he called us here? I mean you guys are the closest.." mingyu said. I shook my head "no he didn't tell me he just told me to come here so here I am" i said. Then we heard footsteps and saw Jisoo. But he wasn't alone.... He was with Hana, and... They were holding hands. Everyone was so confused as why he brought someone here. I felt kind of jealous when I saw them holding hands. "I'm so sorry guys I'm late. I wanted y'all to meet someone that's why I called you guys here" he said. "Meet Hana. Remember i told you guys about a girl in my class? She's her.. and.. she's my girlfriend" as soon as he finished the last world I could heard my heart crack. Everyone cheered for both of them while i was sitting silently trying to get my thoughts together. I put on a fake smile and got up and went to Jisoo. I patted his shoulder. "Congratulations dude!!" I said. I felt like crying. I was on the verge of tears but controlled myself. Everyone was congratulating both of them. And I was looking at Jisoo sitting at the corner. He looked so happy. They both were laughing and blushing whenever the members teased them. I wanted to get out of there. I quickly got up gaining everyone's attention. "Guys I'm really really sorry but i have to go. My parents just texted me and told me they have some work. I'm sorry and Jisoo once again congratulations!" I said and ran away from there without waiting for anyone to say anything. I quickly went home and locked myself in my room. I sat down on the bed and suddenly tears started flowing out of my eyes. That's when I knew. I really do like Jisoo. Alot.

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