My personal hell always greeted me before I could gain consciousness
I often thought of letting it consume me
Nothing but darkness would await me
I welcomed the pain
Sadist they called me
The depths of my despair kept me as sane as the blade at my neck
It was my friend, never betrayed
Loyalty that's what humans crave, right?
A void in my soul incapable of being mended
You can't break what's not there
I am here, and everywhere,
And nowhere to be found