I decided to kind of... confess to Nick, he was a pretty cute guy and he seemed really cool... but the thing is... I never thought Charlie would know, I never wanted him to know at all but somehow... he seen us in the park and he seen me confessing my feelings, I didn't know what was gonna happen as I think Charlie likes me so he doesn't want me or nick being together... though I can't exactly tell?
Anyways it was Monday and I just walked to school slowly... I was dreading the fact charlie knew that I liked Nick... hell knows what he's gonna say! I arrived late but I'm not surprised to be honest, anything to not know what Charlie thinks about this
So I sat in form away from Charlie and the only things I could think of was:
What is he thinking?
Is our friendship over?
Oh no...Then he came to me... looking shook but kinda happy... I don't know what about though?
Charlie said hey I know... you like Nick... and that's fine!
So your ok with all this? I asked
Yeah... I kinda knew it as that's why you were avoiding him I guess! But the sudden change and the fact you wanted to know Nick... it was quite obvious
Oh OK... I replied
Then I just looked away, I think secretly, Charlie was devastated, I can read his face like a book and I knew something wasn't right...Char.. thell me what's wrong!
Charrrr?Then he just sat next to Nick and started talking to him...
Ok well... mabye nick would tell me whats wrong..
I really am a curious person... anyways sir told me to read out the board so I did*break time*
Charlie? Wanna hang around together?
Yeah... he replied
But then I said Nick would be with us
Then Charlie said he had other plans and that he'd only just remember that!
That's fine I guess... see you tommorow then Char?
Yeah... erh noo.. I can't right now sorry...So... just like that... he was avoiding me?
Just because I liked Nick? Or mabye there was another reason... something bigger.. something I never knew about...
Hmmmm... I really have no clue... but I'm sure that soon I will find out?
I feel scared to loose Charlie as a friend... atleast to a negative anyways! .... Well.. I don't really know how I can even get him back either...Hey :) srry it's such a slow update and only a small chapter but I hope you are enjoying
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