[ s o u t h p a r k x r e a d e r ]

new school

friday morning..

yayyy.

i yawned then went downstairs to have breakfast. "good morning dear, have a nice sleep?" mum asked while making coffee. i nodded & smiled at her.

i made my breakfast, ate it then went back upstairs to get ready & mentally prepare myself for the day. [you can choose what you want to wear ofc] i got dressed, brushed my teeth, did my hair & packed some stationary in my bag.

"bye mum im leaving now!" i yelled out as i made my way outside. i heard from the boys there was a bus stop where i could catch the bus with them from. i made my way to where kyle said it was & saw them in the distance. i got a little nervous knowing the things their other friends said - & what kenny had said - nevertheless i went & stood next to them.

"good morning boys" i greeted them with a small smile, "morning y/n!!" stan said. "excited?" kyle asked & i snickered "bro its school, im sooooo excited" i sarcastically said back to him. "you sound like craig when you speak like that!!" i heard kenny muffle out. i have no idea why he wears that hood over his face...

im guessing craig always sounds sarcastic.. i guess ill just wait to see him at school. the bus came a few minutes later & we all got on. kyle & stan sat together, cartman sat alone so i decided to sit next to kenny. "whats a beautiful girl like you sitting next to someone like me?" he said with a wink, i rolled my eyes & lightly punched his shoulder.

the bus arrived at school, we got off then a wave of anxiety rolled in. [a/n: i have social anxiety & i am slightly basing the reader off of myself, if anything is triggering lmk & ill add a warning<3] "you coming?" stan asked next to me & i jumped a little, "oh uh yes i am, sorry i got distracted.." i followed him inside & i could feel every single pair of eyes on me. everyone is looking at me...do i have something on my face ..? as we walked past a group of girls they started laughing at something shit are they laughing at me...?? god i hope not..

i felt a little sick to my stomach, "stan...wheres the bathroom..?" I asked in a quiet voice, he noticed my discomfort & rubbed my back gently "ill take you there" i nodded & let him lead me to the bathroom. once we got there i ran into the girls bathroom & went to a stall. i shut the door & sat on the floor. disgusting i know, but i dont care. i tried to take some deep breathes but i couldnt really.. i always had trouble with that. i could feel my eyes filling up with tears. no. i will not cry. i surpressed them best i could but some came out. shit.

i sat in the stall for a bit until i felt more calm, then i wiped my face & exited the stall. i looked in the mirror & exhaled deeply, i nodded then walked out the bathroom. stan was still there waiting for me. "oh Stan uh, you didnt have to wait for me.." he looked at me "y/n, im your friend. id wait all day if i had to" i smiled at the word friend

he showed me to my classes before the morning bell rang, explaining where everything was & whatnot. we heard the bell ring & he offered to take me to my first class, to which i accepted. i was not gonna get lost on my first day.

once we got to my class, he had to leave cos we weren't in the same class. i got nervous again once he left, i could feel my heart beating in my chest. a shaky sigh left my mouth as i opened the door.

every

single

person

looked

at

me.

i froze up & was about to run out when the teacher spoke up. "welcome to class,youre y/n right?" i nodded, i didnt trust my voice at this time. the teacher who had a weird puppet on his hand spoke again, "great, introduce yourself to the class then sit wherever." I stared at him in disbelief. no. no fucking way. i looked to the ground the back up a little. theyre still staring.

i sighed & started, "uh..im y/n & i recently moved here.." i said quietly but loud enough to be heard. i sped walked to the only empty table next to a twitchy boy. "alright, okay class back to where we left off..." i zoned out of what the odd teacher had to say, then i felt a hand touch me. i looked over & saw that twitchy boy who seemed to be drinking coffee. "hi GAH im tweek" he twitches "i understand how you felt to- ACK to stand up in front of everyone & introduce yourself" i stared at him, he knew how i felt...

"thank you tweek... um i never had anyone tell me that.. they all say im being dramatic" he listened to every word I said, i felt a connection to this boy. i felt happy that someone knows how i feel. we had made conversation during class & i learned a lot about him. how when he was 8 he had gnomes steal his underpants. about his parents coffee shop. when the entire town thought he was gay. he was really cool, i liked talking to him. & i think he liked talking to me too.

the bell rang signalling second period is going to start. i picked up my bag & stood up. "what GAH class do you have now?" i looked at my timetable "mmm math" i cringed. i hated math. "oh, we arent in the same class. see you later?" i smiled "of course dude!!!" he smiled back then twitched. i started walking to where Stan said my class was.

i arrived at my math class & entered, still feeling a little nervous. i looked around & saw kyle. yes ! i have a friend!! i smiled & went over to him, "hey kyle" he looked up "oh hey y/n, wanna sit with me?" he asked, smiling, "id love to!" i sat in the seat next to him & we talked until the teacher came. i zoned out for the whole of math thinking about going home & how long the day is &-

"Y/N L/N! WHAT IS THE ANSWER TO NUMBER 5!?" fuck. i looked up. all eyes were on me. my heart started beating like theres no tomorrow. shitshitshitshitshit-

"today would be lovely y/n." shut the fuck up. i glanced around, some people were whispering others just staring, waiting..

i couldnt do it.

i stood up. i heard more whispering, wondering what i was doing.

i ran out of the classroom.

down the hall.

alllllll the way to the bathroom.

again.

once again i locked myself in a stall & sat on the toilet this time. i put my head in my hands. already feeling the tears brimming. i stayed in there until the recess bell rang. i was about to leave when i heard some girls come in.

"oh em gee wendy, it was SOOOO funny. the new girl totally ditched class."

oh lord...

"bebe, thats not nice. leave the poor girl alone" 'wendy' replied

i just sat there listening until they left. once they did i wiped my face then left. as i was leaving i bumped into something- or someone.

"oh y/n there you are, i was worried."

a familiar voice said with worry.