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stans dirty little secret

after i had come home from kyles' house i had a nap. you know those afternoon naps when you wake up & lowkey forget where you are & what time it is? yeah, one of those [lowk need one of those rn].

anyway, it was the best nap ever. i had woken up around 9 pm. it was pretty late. i checked my phone & i had some messages to reply back to.
i clicked on the first one, which was kyles..

kyle❤️

hey y/n! i enjoyed our time together. hopefully we can hang out again soon!!

of course kyle! i enjoyed it too!!

i smiled to myself..

shaking my head i looked at the other messages.

next was from an unkown number..

unkown

this is y/n, correct?

who's asking?

thats not your concern. a little birdie told me that stan has a thing for you.

stan? but hes dating wendy..

yes well he likes you. do not message this number again.

odd....

why would stan like me while he has a girlfriend.. does she know?

mmm..... god this is confusing.

first cartman, then kyle, now stan.

who next????

butters? Kenny? scott? craig???

the whole class could like me for all i know...

ive only been here a week... i mean i guess some of them are kinda attractive... cartman is funny most of the time.. im just not sure which one id want to be with...

its all so confusing & difficult..

i hate making decisions.

i went back to sleep since sleeping solves every problem.

next day

i wake up. yay another day of school *sarcasm*. i got out of bed & went downstairs to make breakfast. i didn't really want much so i just made cereal then went back to my room to eat. i scrolled on my phone for a bit while eating, to pass time. while on Instagram i come across a post from Wendy.

it was a cute picture of her & stan.. i wish she knew he didnt like her anymore..

anyway.

i finished eating & get up to get dressed. after that i do my hair/makeup if needed. then headed out the door to the bus stop.

i was the first  one there so  i just waited for the others to come. after 10  mins kyle & stan came, then kenny & lastly was cartman.

"hey guys" i said smiling at them. they all said hi back. kyle had a tint of red on his face stan looked upset, kenny looked normal & cartman was just the same as always. 

i just stood in my spot, looking at the ground. it was so silent you could hear a pin drop. after what seemed like forever, the bus showed up. we all got on & sat down, i decided to sit next to kyle cos why not. 

one thought stayed in my mind:

why do the boys like me..?